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if you again break something or steal, or simply say nasty things in my
address, then you will still work, I will not fire you.” And further I explain, I
say: “Here if you yourself want to leave, you can leave, but I cannot fire you,
and you do not want to quit, because you want, more precisely, that beast
in you wants to make it so that I was involved in this, that I am guilty, I am
bad, that I fired you. And so, consequently, it turns out, this beast through
you does bad things, so that, one can say, the beast would be even more
liberated, so that I would fire him. And I will not fire, you can continue to
do everything bad, and I forgive you and work further. And it turns out,
the beast cannot quit himself, he can only provoke me through you, and
I am not provoked.” And when I realized all this and started to speak all
this to the person, he, of course, did not understand everything as clearly
as I describe it, but he was imbued with something and understood.
Well, of course, he does not know any of my books of “Alternative History”
at all, who I am, but he was imbued with the fact that it is true as if
there is a dark force that moves into him, which controls him so that he
cannot even control it. And I had such a conversation with the person. And
now he is working again. And the policy is such, that is, I must not, as is
typical for people, you know, spy on him, be tricky, check if he did the work.
No. Yes, I must suggest everything about work. And if a person is mistaken in
something somehow, I must give him advice, but in no case raising the voice,
nor aggression, nor conflict. And if suddenly he again forgot something, was
late, did not come to work on time, then I can, of course, say “it is not good to
do so.” But I cannot fire him until he quits himself. Well, or until he changes.
And when I told all this to Big Alexander, he said that it is so. He says:
— Remember, last time Mara drove you into a corner? That you felt yourself
such, as if you are in ‘space’, in a ‘corridor’, as if you generally super clear
and got out from under the influence of people generally and everything.
— Well yes, as if I am turning into Spirit.
— So now the same thing is happening.
— Exactly. I have such a state super clear, collected. And as if whatever this
person does bad to me or people even around, as if I don’t care.
— This is sacrificing, that you are going through this spiritual path now,
and this is one of the most difficult tests that none of the people can pass.
address, then you will still work, I will not fire you.” And further I explain, I
say: “Here if you yourself want to leave, you can leave, but I cannot fire you,
and you do not want to quit, because you want, more precisely, that beast
in you wants to make it so that I was involved in this, that I am guilty, I am
bad, that I fired you. And so, consequently, it turns out, this beast through
you does bad things, so that, one can say, the beast would be even more
liberated, so that I would fire him. And I will not fire, you can continue to
do everything bad, and I forgive you and work further. And it turns out,
the beast cannot quit himself, he can only provoke me through you, and
I am not provoked.” And when I realized all this and started to speak all
this to the person, he, of course, did not understand everything as clearly
as I describe it, but he was imbued with something and understood.
Well, of course, he does not know any of my books of “Alternative History”
at all, who I am, but he was imbued with the fact that it is true as if
there is a dark force that moves into him, which controls him so that he
cannot even control it. And I had such a conversation with the person. And
now he is working again. And the policy is such, that is, I must not, as is
typical for people, you know, spy on him, be tricky, check if he did the work.
No. Yes, I must suggest everything about work. And if a person is mistaken in
something somehow, I must give him advice, but in no case raising the voice,
nor aggression, nor conflict. And if suddenly he again forgot something, was
late, did not come to work on time, then I can, of course, say “it is not good to
do so.” But I cannot fire him until he quits himself. Well, or until he changes.
And when I told all this to Big Alexander, he said that it is so. He says:
— Remember, last time Mara drove you into a corner? That you felt yourself
such, as if you are in ‘space’, in a ‘corridor’, as if you generally super clear
and got out from under the influence of people generally and everything.
— Well yes, as if I am turning into Spirit.
— So now the same thing is happening.
— Exactly. I have such a state super clear, collected. And as if whatever this
person does bad to me or people even around, as if I don’t care.
— This is sacrificing, that you are going through this spiritual path now,
and this is one of the most difficult tests that none of the people can pass.