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that there is God, you clearly know everything in general, that everything
is not just like that. And no matter what super scary thing happens now,
you understand that it seems as if it should be so, that is, you cannot be
afraid of it. You seem to understand anyway that this is some kind of divine
plan. And you seem to even have goosebumps from this, and you feel even
warmer, and your chest burns, it becomes even warmer in the body. Can you
imagine? But one needs to be super spiritual to react like this and feel like
this. Further, the third. “Peace. Inner peace and harmony, as well as peace
in relation to other people, stemming from trust in God. Example, calmness in the
heart, despite life’s storms.” Well, this is also connected with the same thing.
That is, then, probably, I would correctly say that the second point of this
joy, this is still about how I described how I am not bored alone at home,
I am always happy, even if alone and there is nothing. And people are
eternally lacking something, right? And I am happy simply from the fact
that I exist. This is probably still closer to joy — the second point. But the
third point Peace — this is just when even Mara attacks you, and there is
a storm around, as they describe, you have calmness inside your heart.
So, fourth. Patience, longsuffering. Even like this — Longsuffering. This is
not just patience, but longsuffering. This is exactly about me. “Patience is
the ability to withstand difficulties, provocations, or suffering without anger
and irritation.” Well, this is what I am learning now, I would say, even
learned the first lesson now. I don’t know if there will be more. “Example.
Calm attitude towards injustice or delays.” Here really. That is, you must
understand this too, as if it is part of the divine plan. Here they can accuse
you of everything everywhere, betray you in everything, but the main thing
is that you do not become evil because of this. The main thing is that you
do not become rabid. The main thing is that you do not raise your hand in
response. And this is a crazy force. And just imagine, so that you understand
what level of betrayal and framing they give me now in recent years, that,
it seems to me, any other person simply would not survive this. Well,
simply would not survive. And this tempers me from the inside. That is
how someone from above educates me. Further, fifth. “Kindness. Goodness,
generosity, and the desire to do good even to those who do not deserve
it. Example. Helping those in need without expecting a reward.”
is not just like that. And no matter what super scary thing happens now,
you understand that it seems as if it should be so, that is, you cannot be
afraid of it. You seem to understand anyway that this is some kind of divine
plan. And you seem to even have goosebumps from this, and you feel even
warmer, and your chest burns, it becomes even warmer in the body. Can you
imagine? But one needs to be super spiritual to react like this and feel like
this. Further, the third. “Peace. Inner peace and harmony, as well as peace
in relation to other people, stemming from trust in God. Example, calmness in the
heart, despite life’s storms.” Well, this is also connected with the same thing.
That is, then, probably, I would correctly say that the second point of this
joy, this is still about how I described how I am not bored alone at home,
I am always happy, even if alone and there is nothing. And people are
eternally lacking something, right? And I am happy simply from the fact
that I exist. This is probably still closer to joy — the second point. But the
third point Peace — this is just when even Mara attacks you, and there is
a storm around, as they describe, you have calmness inside your heart.
So, fourth. Patience, longsuffering. Even like this — Longsuffering. This is
not just patience, but longsuffering. This is exactly about me. “Patience is
the ability to withstand difficulties, provocations, or suffering without anger
and irritation.” Well, this is what I am learning now, I would say, even
learned the first lesson now. I don’t know if there will be more. “Example.
Calm attitude towards injustice or delays.” Here really. That is, you must
understand this too, as if it is part of the divine plan. Here they can accuse
you of everything everywhere, betray you in everything, but the main thing
is that you do not become evil because of this. The main thing is that you
do not become rabid. The main thing is that you do not raise your hand in
response. And this is a crazy force. And just imagine, so that you understand
what level of betrayal and framing they give me now in recent years, that,
it seems to me, any other person simply would not survive this. Well,
simply would not survive. And this tempers me from the inside. That is
how someone from above educates me. Further, fifth. “Kindness. Goodness,
generosity, and the desire to do good even to those who do not deserve
it. Example. Helping those in need without expecting a reward.”