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anymore, and it is visible that he is literally shaking. And then about half
an hour passes, maybe a little more, probably an hour, and imagine, the
person says that he wants to talk to me, this employee, and tells me that in
childhood his mom and grandmother always condemned him and always
scolded and punished him. And he always fought with them because of this.
And that now he understood why he reacts to me like this, because any
remark, when he, figuratively speaking, broke something or forgot,
is perceived by him as an attack, and he starts attacking in response, and
therefore he immediately wants to take revenge, or do some nasty thing,
or immediately yell, or raise his voice, be rude. Can you imagine? The
person begins to realize this and tells me all this. I am in shock, and say:
— Write this in the diary right now, while the demon hasn’t returned to you
yet, write this right now in the diary, record it. Do you realize that I haven’t
done anything bad for the last year even once?
— Yes.
— Really? Do you understand that I generally haven’t done anything bad
even once? That only you arrange stresses, crimes, all sorts of adventures,
problems.
— Yes.
— Good, but the fact that you steal money and the fact that you quit again
or disappear, what is that?
And do you know what he says? He says that every time he messed up,
he didn’t want to admit guilt and never in his life admitted to anything,
and simply ran away. And it turns out, every time he messed up and knew
that I would again find out the essence, what happened and why he did it,
it was so scary and unpleasant for him, and he simply ran away, for good.
Can you imagine? I say to this person:
— Well, see, I forgive you. I understand that, sorry, but you have problems
with your head. I understand this. You see, simply such a demon sits in you.
And so you react, behave like this. But I, you see, I don’t attack at all, I just
wanted to find out the essence, so that you simply admit to your bad deed.
— I never did that. I cannot admit this.
an hour passes, maybe a little more, probably an hour, and imagine, the
person says that he wants to talk to me, this employee, and tells me that in
childhood his mom and grandmother always condemned him and always
scolded and punished him. And he always fought with them because of this.
And that now he understood why he reacts to me like this, because any
remark, when he, figuratively speaking, broke something or forgot,
is perceived by him as an attack, and he starts attacking in response, and
therefore he immediately wants to take revenge, or do some nasty thing,
or immediately yell, or raise his voice, be rude. Can you imagine? The
person begins to realize this and tells me all this. I am in shock, and say:
— Write this in the diary right now, while the demon hasn’t returned to you
yet, write this right now in the diary, record it. Do you realize that I haven’t
done anything bad for the last year even once?
— Yes.
— Really? Do you understand that I generally haven’t done anything bad
even once? That only you arrange stresses, crimes, all sorts of adventures,
problems.
— Yes.
— Good, but the fact that you steal money and the fact that you quit again
or disappear, what is that?
And do you know what he says? He says that every time he messed up,
he didn’t want to admit guilt and never in his life admitted to anything,
and simply ran away. And it turns out, every time he messed up and knew
that I would again find out the essence, what happened and why he did it,
it was so scary and unpleasant for him, and he simply ran away, for good.
Can you imagine? I say to this person:
— Well, see, I forgive you. I understand that, sorry, but you have problems
with your head. I understand this. You see, simply such a demon sits in you.
And so you react, behave like this. But I, you see, I don’t attack at all, I just
wanted to find out the essence, so that you simply admit to your bad deed.
— I never did that. I cannot admit this.