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[Alexandr Korol]

Well, we discuss all this. I see that he seems unable to feel it at all, but says to me:

— Well, yes, yes, of course, I remember.
— Did you write it all down in your diary?
— Yes, yes, wrote it all down.
— Good.

And suddenly this employee — casually discussing one topic, then a second —
starts talking about how if he works, he plans to arrange some trip for himself,
and also wants money to buy a car. And here I casually ask where he is going
and what car he wants. After which I say to him:

— Listen, if you really want to defeat the beast in yourself, you need to become
more modest. The main thing is don’t get angry, don’t swear, but I will tell you
something very important philosophically right now.
And I tell him that listen, well look at the example. Here if a person who is
under God and with a heart, in whom there are no sins and no ego, if this person
chooses a car, he will choose a practical, high-quality, maybe modest, but not
showy car. A person who is pure and light, he will not choose a car to show
that he is cool. And he will choose a trip also with his heart, and not to choose
something cool. I say to him:

— But you every time want either a motorcycle, or some sporty showy car,
a convertible. As if you directly want to maximize feeding this self-love
of yours, that is, the ego of your demon, your beast. Because people with
a soul, who are connected to love, to family, they will never choose such
things. But you choose everything that should seem to, excuse such words,
in quotation marks ‘reek of sex’.

As if he wants to give off this vibe, that is, to look like that, wants such a car,
wants such housing, wants such a trip. And he even chooses people like
that, that if this person chooses a partner in a relationship, he will choose
a person not with a soul, but only one who reeks of sex. And he will choose
a dog the same way, as if everything is for social networks, just to show that
you are cool, as if he is eternally challenging all people that here he is cool.