Chapter 6. Conversation with the Beast
Today is August 8th. What can I share about recent times? Well, first of all,
the numbers 4-4-4 or 144 are being endlessly highlighted to me. And so
strongly and frequently... And in principle, these numbers have always
given me no peace, since way back in childhood: either 144 or 444. I
don’t know why and... Well, that is, I don’t know what they mean. It is
interesting that I went to school, to one of them, to Gymnasium 144. Also,
144 was often highlighted to me; of course, this is a passage from the Bible,
“The Revelation of John the Theologian. Apocalypse,” where 144 thousand
people gathered. And again, this 144. But also, what is most interesting, both
144 and 444 steal my attention. The number 444 also met me very often
somewhere and also stole my attention, as if it were some very important
sign. But I don’t know what it is. But this has been catching my eye for
the last month just constantly, like several times a day, not on purpose.
I, of course, haven’t called the mystic-old-man yet and haven’t asked him what
this means; besides, he isn’t in the mood to tell me anything. I haven’t told
this to Big Alexander either. But this is what I must record, as I understand,
in the book, and perhaps in the future, I will figure out what it is. But these
numbers constantly catch my eye. Although actually, that is, this is now,
probably over the last month, over the last 30 days, these numbers have
been meeting me. But probably, when I was working on the ninth volume
of “Alternative History” about luck and happiness, these numbers also
appeared, these fours. But I don’t know what it means. But now it is even
more clearly expressed. So, I am recording this for myself.
What other news? Three days ago, roughly three days ago, I had a call
with Big Alexander. Well, and he asks straight away every time: “Well, what’s
up there? How are things standing?” Well, he means how my educational
dialogue with my employee is going. And I tell him, I share that it seems
okay, but I still feel that the demon is sitting inside this person. And I tell
Big Alexander that I am currently recording everything that is happening
to me into a draft, into notes, which will later go into the tenth volume
of “Alternative History,” that I decided to make a whole book about this.