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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 12:04 pm
And this scared my beast-employee a little bit, that as if here he is sort of
arguing on emotions like this, dusting, flared up and arguing. But when I
say: “So let’s sort everything out, we will call everyone now, sort everything
out and check the essence and the truth,” and as if at this moment the beast
immediately deflates. I see that as if when you start to find out the essence,
conversing with the beast, the beast does not like the essence very much.
The beast does not like the essence. He as if always manipulates people only
on sharp, loud words and emotions.
Roughly speaking, imagine, let’s say, your close person, in whom the beast
is, did something bad. And you simply ask him why he did it, and he instead
of essentially specifically saying the day, hour and place, time when he
did it and why, he immediately shifts the arrows and starts insulting you.
Or starts immediately saying what problems you have or starts complaining
about you, that you did something wrong, that is, he distracts you to the
maximum. And so if you start to get distracted by all the negativity that
begins as a defense, when the beast starts doing it like this, if you fall
for all this, then, in essence, the beast has defended himself again, escaped
justice and sort of manipulated you and distracted you, and defeated you.
And even knocked you out of the rut by the fact that he annoys you. But if
you are unshakable, all such a zero, nothing, nobody and without emotions,
without feelings and the beast starts to chat you up or insult, humiliate,
and you say to him in return:
— Once again the question, I asked you, why did you do like this then, yesterday?
Answer me.
— Oh you are “this and that”, “this and that”, you yourself do this.
— Good, we will discuss this later. I repeat the question to you once again,
why did you forget this yesterday?
— Oh listen, well you yourself also forget, — what he, let’s say, wants to tell me,
or starts talking generally on some other topic. Or says: “What, do you want
a scandal again now? So maybe you yourself like this negativity constantly?
He might say that to you like this. I say:
arguing on emotions like this, dusting, flared up and arguing. But when I
say: “So let’s sort everything out, we will call everyone now, sort everything
out and check the essence and the truth,” and as if at this moment the beast
immediately deflates. I see that as if when you start to find out the essence,
conversing with the beast, the beast does not like the essence very much.
The beast does not like the essence. He as if always manipulates people only
on sharp, loud words and emotions.
Roughly speaking, imagine, let’s say, your close person, in whom the beast
is, did something bad. And you simply ask him why he did it, and he instead
of essentially specifically saying the day, hour and place, time when he
did it and why, he immediately shifts the arrows and starts insulting you.
Or starts immediately saying what problems you have or starts complaining
about you, that you did something wrong, that is, he distracts you to the
maximum. And so if you start to get distracted by all the negativity that
begins as a defense, when the beast starts doing it like this, if you fall
for all this, then, in essence, the beast has defended himself again, escaped
justice and sort of manipulated you and distracted you, and defeated you.
And even knocked you out of the rut by the fact that he annoys you. But if
you are unshakable, all such a zero, nothing, nobody and without emotions,
without feelings and the beast starts to chat you up or insult, humiliate,
and you say to him in return:
— Once again the question, I asked you, why did you do like this then, yesterday?
Answer me.
— Oh you are “this and that”, “this and that”, you yourself do this.
— Good, we will discuss this later. I repeat the question to you once again,
why did you forget this yesterday?
— Oh listen, well you yourself also forget, — what he, let’s say, wants to tell me,
or starts talking generally on some other topic. Or says: “What, do you want
a scandal again now? So maybe you yourself like this negativity constantly?
He might say that to you like this. I say: