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[Alexandr Korol]

And he is simply afraid to talk about it already, so as not to lose my trust even
more. But as if I see how he, out of old memory, claims that he took money
only once, but in fact I see in his eyes that he did it several times, but he will
simply never say this, because the way he was caught for it — he confessed and
it’s like he sort of received his punishment, and sort of admitted his guilt.
And why should he drown himself even more and talk about what is sort of
already forgotten and was a long time ago. And he does not confess to other
bad deeds of his. He only covers himself with the last situation, in which he
confessed to everything, and that’s it. But when he talks about it, I see that
there are still some sins, but he doesn’t want to talk about them, thinking
that it was a long time ago and it doesn’t matter, since he confessed to one,
why confess to another? I noticed this thing.
And I want to record this as such an important moment in the book, as
advice to everyone, that if you are in the place of this employee, that you
suddenly really began to repent and cleanse yourself, and confessed to many
things, and a person gives you a chance, then if you still have some old secret
kept, then you thereby leave an open door anyway for the demon, the beast.
Understandably, you are afraid to confess to something else that maybe
was a long time ago, because you think that now you will be scolded again,
and you are scared that you will disgrace yourself even more, will be guilty,
but it is better to confess to everything and exhale and be free, than to save
and keep something else inside yourself. And here I see that this person,
he still keeps something inside himself anyway. And while he keeps this
and does not confess to it, he, let’s say, still gives a chance to let this beast
into himself, who controls and manipulates him. I see such an interesting
thing. This is the only thing that the system highlighted for me like this, and
the circumstances of yesterday developed in such a way, that this is what
they focused my attention on, what I must mention in the tenth volume of
“Alternative History”. No more information for now.

From such paradoxical things that are happening, well, generally every
other day the number 144 is highlighted, just endlessly 144-144. And songs
that play randomly on YouTube are highlighted. And how is it highlighted?