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cautious and understand that if I tell him now that one shouldn’t put red
with white things, they will get spoiled. I understand that if I said such a
thing to the employee, this beast, the demon, would awaken in him again,
and he would pounce on me with an attack, an assault, do you understand?
And here I realized that if I do not want to awaken the beast in this person and
want to save my employee, then I must act differently. I should say: ‘Listen,
wait, don’t close the washing machine, I want to take something out,’ and
I would just take out all the red things there and say — ‘listen, I don’t want
to wash them yet, I haven’t decided yet, maybe I will wear something of this,
let’s just run the white ones for now.’ And it turns out, if I talked to him like
this, not getting personal, not showing him that he doesn’t know something
or is stupid in something, and not showing how I know something, if I didn’t
behave like this, then there would be no conflict, and, consequently, I wouldn’t
have awakened the beast in him. And here I suddenly start to realize, and I
am in shock, that this is how one must talk, excuse me, in quotation marks,
with ‘sick people’. That if, no matter whether it’s a relative or an employee
or an acquaintance, did something bad, even if he is wrong, the task is not
to assert rights and show who is right and who is wrong. But the task is one,
deeper. Not to create negative energy from this, not to create tension, to
avoid tension. After all, it turns out, the person in whom the beast awakens,
he is traumatized, he is sick. He has a sick heart, a dark soul, and he tries
to become light and not let this darkness into himself, but every time he
perceives sharply and acutely any remarks from people, and the beast
awakens in him, and he immediately starts to argue or aggress with everyone.
And if a person next to this beast is also weak, he also starts to aggress in
response, and it turns out, this beast enters immediately into these two
people. And so the beast won, and destroys these people, setting them against
each other, creating this negativity for them. And this is what I realized
just now, one of the things that, it turns out, the system wanted to show me,
what it is teaching me.
It teaches me, as it turns out, to be politically correct. It teaches me to
negotiate maximally diplomatically, humbly, condescendingly, despite
generally stupid provocations. And it turns out that if you converse with
with white things, they will get spoiled. I understand that if I said such a
thing to the employee, this beast, the demon, would awaken in him again,
and he would pounce on me with an attack, an assault, do you understand?
And here I realized that if I do not want to awaken the beast in this person and
want to save my employee, then I must act differently. I should say: ‘Listen,
wait, don’t close the washing machine, I want to take something out,’ and
I would just take out all the red things there and say — ‘listen, I don’t want
to wash them yet, I haven’t decided yet, maybe I will wear something of this,
let’s just run the white ones for now.’ And it turns out, if I talked to him like
this, not getting personal, not showing him that he doesn’t know something
or is stupid in something, and not showing how I know something, if I didn’t
behave like this, then there would be no conflict, and, consequently, I wouldn’t
have awakened the beast in him. And here I suddenly start to realize, and I
am in shock, that this is how one must talk, excuse me, in quotation marks,
with ‘sick people’. That if, no matter whether it’s a relative or an employee
or an acquaintance, did something bad, even if he is wrong, the task is not
to assert rights and show who is right and who is wrong. But the task is one,
deeper. Not to create negative energy from this, not to create tension, to
avoid tension. After all, it turns out, the person in whom the beast awakens,
he is traumatized, he is sick. He has a sick heart, a dark soul, and he tries
to become light and not let this darkness into himself, but every time he
perceives sharply and acutely any remarks from people, and the beast
awakens in him, and he immediately starts to argue or aggress with everyone.
And if a person next to this beast is also weak, he also starts to aggress in
response, and it turns out, this beast enters immediately into these two
people. And so the beast won, and destroys these people, setting them against
each other, creating this negativity for them. And this is what I realized
just now, one of the things that, it turns out, the system wanted to show me,
what it is teaching me.
It teaches me, as it turns out, to be politically correct. It teaches me to
negotiate maximally diplomatically, humbly, condescendingly, despite
generally stupid provocations. And it turns out that if you converse with