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[Alexandr Korol]

So, I had a conversation today with Big Alexander. Today is August 25th.
I have just finished editing the ninth volume of “Alternative History”;
it ends with me writing all about the world of heaven, what it is, all the
elements, all the elements of luck, all the elements of fortune. And at the
end, I approach the point where I enter yet another world, and it is not the
world of heaven, but something else, where I am as if in the center, in some
kind of balance, as if I am above all these worlds, whichever ones exist.
And this is not the world of heaven; it is something else. And that the world
of heaven — after all, it is also one of some kind of extremes. Because the
world of heaven is precisely the morning, the world of heaven is spring,
the world of heaven is the east, where everyone strives to go, that Eden
is located in the east, that the philosopher’s stone is located in the east.
But still, this is not the final result, but it is one of the worlds, the world of
heaven. I describe it, and so the ninth volume of “Alternative History” ends
beautifully, that it turns out there is something else, some kind of world
above these worlds. And today I finished the work on the ninth volume
unexpectedly, just like that, quickly. I specifically wanted and planned to
publish it before my birthday, before September 12th. Now I am just sitting
and working on creating the illustrations for the book.
When I called Big Alexander and told him all this, I began to share with him
what new observations I have regarding everything. First, I asked him about
the beast. I ask him once more, how will things turn out in the end? How
will this story with the beast — the one in the tenth volume I am working
on now — how will this whole story end? I presented two options to him.
One option is that the beast in the end will again, let’s say, mess up, meaning
my employee will again let the beast in, again do something bad, and in
the end, I do not scold or accuse him, but rather, let’s say, let him go, and
perhaps this employee will leave, but he will feel his guilt, and in the end,
even his heart will awaken, and he will realize how wrong he was, but he
will no longer be my employee. And I ask Big Alexander: “Maybe this
will be the victory?” And then I present the second option to him. The second
option is that my employee messes up, lets the beast into himself, and again
does something bad. I also will not scold, I will forgive him, but at the same
time, he will apologize, repent, and his heart will open, and he will somehow
appreciate and understand everything, and the beast will not possess him