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[Alexandr Korol]

And because I used information that was not mine — whereas this employee,
he previously claimed that these were some rules of mine, that I am always
demanding some impossible rules from him, that I am not a human being, that
normal people, no one can live by such rules. And so I showed him that these are
human rules, and that these are not my rules, this is the norm. This is the norm.
That you cannot bite people on the legs, pee in the bed, you understand, steal
money, and raise a hand against children or women — this is ethics, this is
the norm. But the employee, previously, when he fought me — more precisely,
when the beast was in him — he kept trying to twist it so that it was because
of me having some special requests of my own. But here there are no requests,
I am simply asking a person to wash their hands, and when you go to the
toilet and poop, you have to flush. And he twisted all this so as not to admit
his blunders, his laziness, his sloppiness. He tried to twist it all so that it
was as if these were some special rules of mine, that I have such whims.
And that’s it, he deflated and could not say anything.
What did I start to feel after that? I became 10 centimeters taller, my entire
back and shoulders straightened out. I stopped feeling pain or any heaviness
in my body, as if my body became super light, impossibly light, as if all the
tensions in my body disappeared. A crazy clarity appeared in my head, some
kind of crazy strength, as if a better kind of energy is flowing into me. Well,
it’s a shock-like state. It also happens before a performance, during a
performance on stage, or after a performance. And I called Big Alexander;
I didn’t tell him all this in detail, I just told him briefly that I finally said
goodbye to my employee. And I’m waiting for the reaction from Big
Alexander, for what he will say. Maybe he would say that I gave up, that I’m
a weakling, that I’m bad, that I acted wrongly, that an entire army of devils
will come for me now. He could have said that too. No, he says:

— Listen, well, congratulations to you. This person no longer has the demon.
You exorcised the demon. But this feeblemindedness, this mess in his head,
still remains. Those are his personal problems now, let him deal with them
himself. The main thing is that you have earned your heavenly points,
you fulfilled the task, and that person has his own path.
— Yes, I could have continued to endure it, but enough is enough. I just really...