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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 12:39 pm
I forgive him everything; he got so comfortable and cozy, warmed by my
kind reaction.
— No, you did everything right, because you didn’t fire him the first time;
you gave him three chances, and this was the fourth. That’s actually even
a bit much. You gave the person many chances, forgave all his bad deeds.
You let him continue with everything, paid his salary, gave him bonuses,
and kept trusting him after everything he had done, yet he still used it — not
as a chance, but as a way to continue behaving badly, and that’s it. Points
in heaven have been credited to you, and much has been credited for that
employee as well.
So that’s how things are. But Big Alexander said that this employee will
understand everything later, just not right away, because he needs time. And
so, with time, he will more and more admit his guilt, and more and more he
will, let’s say, mentally apologize to me for being wrong. Big Alexander said that
this process has already been launched; it just needs time. So everything is fine,
and he says there is no demon in him. That is how things stand.
I also liked how clearly Mystic-Old-Man said everything. He accurately
confirmed my state and my position. That is, he says that I am generally
between worlds, that I am not in any single world, and that I am a Spirit.
And further, he said that I am a Spirit that is sometimes material, sometimes
of the “corridor.” Well, the “corridor” is death, it is the “nameless” frequency,
as I used to call it — that languid state, all of that. And that is exactly how it is.
If I pay attention to how I’ve been feeling the last two weeks, I am sometimes
material, but not like a person who falls into society and gets tired or tense
there, but as if you are truly a material Spirit. I mean, you are glad for everything
material and everything is great. But do not confuse this — it is by no means
about sins; on the contrary, it is such a clear discipline: order on the shelves,
order in the closets, order in the apartment, order in the head, order in work,
in all affairs. There is no tension, as if there is unlimited power to conduct
negotiations on all matters. Everything is super structured, organized —
meaning everything: cause and effect, logic, algorithm, everything is precise.
And then, at a certain moment, I also go into my own “corridor,” as I call it.
kind reaction.
— No, you did everything right, because you didn’t fire him the first time;
you gave him three chances, and this was the fourth. That’s actually even
a bit much. You gave the person many chances, forgave all his bad deeds.
You let him continue with everything, paid his salary, gave him bonuses,
and kept trusting him after everything he had done, yet he still used it — not
as a chance, but as a way to continue behaving badly, and that’s it. Points
in heaven have been credited to you, and much has been credited for that
employee as well.
So that’s how things are. But Big Alexander said that this employee will
understand everything later, just not right away, because he needs time. And
so, with time, he will more and more admit his guilt, and more and more he
will, let’s say, mentally apologize to me for being wrong. Big Alexander said that
this process has already been launched; it just needs time. So everything is fine,
and he says there is no demon in him. That is how things stand.
I also liked how clearly Mystic-Old-Man said everything. He accurately
confirmed my state and my position. That is, he says that I am generally
between worlds, that I am not in any single world, and that I am a Spirit.
And further, he said that I am a Spirit that is sometimes material, sometimes
of the “corridor.” Well, the “corridor” is death, it is the “nameless” frequency,
as I used to call it — that languid state, all of that. And that is exactly how it is.
If I pay attention to how I’ve been feeling the last two weeks, I am sometimes
material, but not like a person who falls into society and gets tired or tense
there, but as if you are truly a material Spirit. I mean, you are glad for everything
material and everything is great. But do not confuse this — it is by no means
about sins; on the contrary, it is such a clear discipline: order on the shelves,
order in the closets, order in the apartment, order in the head, order in work,
in all affairs. There is no tension, as if there is unlimited power to conduct
negotiations on all matters. Everything is super structured, organized —
meaning everything: cause and effect, logic, algorithm, everything is precise.
And then, at a certain moment, I also go into my own “corridor,” as I call it.