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[Alexandr Korol]

It’s as if I was playing the role of a restraining factor; this person was doing
fine, in principle, as long as he was under the influence of my bubble. And
now that he has made the choice, rejecting my bubble and the world of light
to choose his own world — the freedom of devils — he has gone home, literally
to his world of the underworld. But this is just my theory. I don’t know; if
I voice this to Big Alexander, he might say it’s not so, that the person isn’t in
the underworld. Maybe he’ll say it was just a simple disconnection. I don’t
know, but I’m recording this as a theory and an observation right now. I
felt very strongly just now that this specific person was acting as a block,
a blockage for me. And you see, it’s not even about the physical aspect;
figuratively speaking, a day ago he was still connected to me and I to him,
even though we had already agreed not to work together, but just now I felt
the disconnection. This means he has finally gone into his world, meaning he
has 100 percent made the decision that he definitely doesn’t want to apologize
and won’t return. And consequently, I have also decided that there will be no
more chances. And why should there be? But it is very unusual, especially this
situation with the kitchen. I am just in shock. All the worlds, dimensions,
and versions were flickering before me. It’s incredible. What is this?
And I also noticed such an unusual thing: when — again, this is all remote —
when the employee is connected to me 24 hours a day, meaning he is in contact
with me, the one who is now fired, he might want to misbehave, but he still
doesn’t do it because at least some kind of conscience or understanding of
what is good or bad is somehow broadcasted from me. And as long as he is
connected to me, he still somehow holds on to being good. I noticed this point:
if I am busy for a day or two, let’s say I switched my focus to someone else, to
something else, and I’m not attending to this employee, and this employee
also feels a certain freedom since I am not controlling him. What did I notice?
For example, during the weekend, no work is needed from the employee,
and he can roam for two days and I can roam for two days. Only during
those two days when I am left alone and communicate with no one, an
unreal “cosmos” switches on within me maximally on autopilot, and I
become maximum light. But this employee, as soon as he is left without
my supervision or oversight, he immediately transforms into darkness
to the maximum, and the darkness takes him. This is very unusual.