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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 12:41 pm
People who are connected to darkness — if they, for instance, arrange a day for
themselves in solitude, they connect to the darkness maximally. But those who
are connected to the light, and stay alone with themselves, their light manifests
strongly. And this is also curious: not all people — well, I also emphasized
this previously in my books — not all people find it beneficial to stay alone.
Because those who are connected to the dark... I didn’t know about everything
dark before; I only started writing about it recently, a year ago. And as it
turned out, those who are connected to the dark must not stay alone with
themselves, because then they will develop even more bad thoughts, bad
feelings, and bad desires. And as long as they are busy with affairs, they at
least somehow suppress and restrain it. But in my case, if I stay alone, on the
contrary, it is good for me because the light manifests in me to the maximum.
I feel now as if, while I had a connection, a link with this employee, his bubble
and mine were joined, and I was in some kind of grey world because it was
a combination of his black and my white. But now it’s as if he maximally...
Well, my perception is that I have gone maximally into the light, and he has
gone maximally into the dark. Although, maybe he didn’t go into the dark,
I don’t know, but the disconnection definitely happened. And so I want to
get through to Big Alexander, tell him all this, and ask him what this all is,
especially about the kitchen that was “scrolling” through like that.
themselves in solitude, they connect to the darkness maximally. But those who
are connected to the light, and stay alone with themselves, their light manifests
strongly. And this is also curious: not all people — well, I also emphasized
this previously in my books — not all people find it beneficial to stay alone.
Because those who are connected to the dark... I didn’t know about everything
dark before; I only started writing about it recently, a year ago. And as it
turned out, those who are connected to the dark must not stay alone with
themselves, because then they will develop even more bad thoughts, bad
feelings, and bad desires. And as long as they are busy with affairs, they at
least somehow suppress and restrain it. But in my case, if I stay alone, on the
contrary, it is good for me because the light manifests in me to the maximum.
I feel now as if, while I had a connection, a link with this employee, his bubble
and mine were joined, and I was in some kind of grey world because it was
a combination of his black and my white. But now it’s as if he maximally...
Well, my perception is that I have gone maximally into the light, and he has
gone maximally into the dark. Although, maybe he didn’t go into the dark,
I don’t know, but the disconnection definitely happened. And so I want to
get through to Big Alexander, tell him all this, and ask him what this all is,
especially about the kitchen that was “scrolling” through like that.