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compared to, say, the “me” of yesterday — what have I entered? Is it something
better, higher, spiritual, or something bad? Or have I, on the contrary, fallen
into something, connected to something not very good? What have I connected
to now?
Mystic-Old-Man: It is simply a change of parameters within.
Alexandr: But what kind — is it impossible to understand in relation
to something, relative to something?
Mystic-Old-Man: No. If you had returned to the previous state, you would
be asking the same thing.
Alexandr: Yes.
Mystic-Old-Man: But here, these are parameters.
Alexandr: Alright, moving on. When I entered this state just now, I started
to feel very strange. Thoughts vanished, I cannot think, and My body feels
jelly-like and hot, filling with energy. Previously, I called such a state as if
a Spirit is entering me. Is that so?
Mystic-Old-Man: Well, it can be categorized that way.
Alexandr: It can be called that. I see. Good. Is it possible to identify why this
happened? Clearly, a condition was created, and I have a suspicion that it
happened because I fired an employee the other day. It feels as if he was
connected to me and I to him, and now we have disconnected from each
other, and because of that, I have switched somewhere.
Mystic-Old-Man: That could be.
Alexandr: Consequently, while this employee was present in my life — not
even physically, but for example, online — I was in different parameters because
of him. And because this person is now gone, the parameters have changed.
Mystic-Old-Man: Yes, exactly, quite. It’s quite realistic.
Alexandr: Can you see if the parameters changed for the better or for the worse?
Mystic-Old-Man: No, they simply changed.
Alexandr: Why do I have this feeling that when that person worked with me
and we were connected, he had his own world and I had mine as parameters,
and we also had something in common. But now it feels as if my parameters
have changed, but his have too, as if we are in different worlds, in different
bubbles — as if he doesn’t exist in my world now.
Mystic-Old-Man: That is exactly what the change of these parameters is.
better, higher, spiritual, or something bad? Or have I, on the contrary, fallen
into something, connected to something not very good? What have I connected
to now?
Mystic-Old-Man: It is simply a change of parameters within.
Alexandr: But what kind — is it impossible to understand in relation
to something, relative to something?
Mystic-Old-Man: No. If you had returned to the previous state, you would
be asking the same thing.
Alexandr: Yes.
Mystic-Old-Man: But here, these are parameters.
Alexandr: Alright, moving on. When I entered this state just now, I started
to feel very strange. Thoughts vanished, I cannot think, and My body feels
jelly-like and hot, filling with energy. Previously, I called such a state as if
a Spirit is entering me. Is that so?
Mystic-Old-Man: Well, it can be categorized that way.
Alexandr: It can be called that. I see. Good. Is it possible to identify why this
happened? Clearly, a condition was created, and I have a suspicion that it
happened because I fired an employee the other day. It feels as if he was
connected to me and I to him, and now we have disconnected from each
other, and because of that, I have switched somewhere.
Mystic-Old-Man: That could be.
Alexandr: Consequently, while this employee was present in my life — not
even physically, but for example, online — I was in different parameters because
of him. And because this person is now gone, the parameters have changed.
Mystic-Old-Man: Yes, exactly, quite. It’s quite realistic.
Alexandr: Can you see if the parameters changed for the better or for the worse?
Mystic-Old-Man: No, they simply changed.
Alexandr: Why do I have this feeling that when that person worked with me
and we were connected, he had his own world and I had mine as parameters,
and we also had something in common. But now it feels as if my parameters
have changed, but his have too, as if we are in different worlds, in different
bubbles — as if he doesn’t exist in my world now.
Mystic-Old-Man: That is exactly what the change of these parameters is.