Mystic-Old-Man: The function, how I discovered this function — I mean,
the one connected to the theater — it is much more interesting than I thought.
It is much more interesting than I ever thought. And it’s just the theater.
But in reality, it’s not like that at all. It seems that way, but in reality, it’s all
different. It is much more interesting, much deeper. And perhaps what I have
discovered through the theater is more important to me right now.
Alexandr: I see.
Mystic-Old-Man: Well, you know, I would be wary of ending up in the position
of Koroviev; that is what I would be wary of, because I risk landing there by
virtue of the fact that I allow myself all sorts of antics, impermissible steps
that could, essentially, in some way... How it will actually be there is another
question, but it’s something close to that.
Alexandr: So you believe that if you meddle in this — in what I am pushing
you into — it could have a bad effect on you?
Mystic-Old-Man: Look, Alex, at what you’re saying now. What are you pushing
me into? You didn’t just misspeak; that’s very accurate, a Freudian slip.
Alexandr: Well, that’s how it is. You said yourself that you don’t want to climb
in there, to involve yourself in something, to go where you haven’t gone,
to interfere in it.
Mystic-Old-Man: Well, in principle.
Alexandr: Good. So you won’t say. Well, let’s put it this way, then — another
question. Will there come a time when you will be able to say? Do you see
such a thing?
Mystic-Old-Man: I don’t exclude it; I absolutely do not exclude that.
Alexandr: Well, clearly, the year 2028.
Mystic-Old-Man: The year 2028, it’s quite possible that something... Something
will open up a little. Not open up, but something will switch on within me
for some purpose. Well, switch on, perhaps — let’s put it that way.
Alexandr: I see. Good. That’s all. That’s everything. Thank you very much.
Goodbye.
I spoke with Big Alexander yesterday. Well, what did he tell me? He said
that the unusual way I was feeling was me transitioning into some new high
vibrations, and that it is a very serious situation. And that... Well, I told him