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[Alexandr Korol]

that while in this state, I called and spoke with Mystic-Old-Man. Big Alexander
says that Mystic-Old-Man doesn’t like “the brothers,” but actually, the brothers
were the ones doing this to you — they were resetting something in you, well,
doing something with me. He says it’s very serious, that it’s direct preparation.
We struggled to talk because the connection was very poor; everything kept
breaking up. Well, what else did he tell me? I am still trying with my mind,
in addition to my heart and spirit, to understand everything. Naturally,
I don’t like going to bed if I have a question for which I have no answer.
I prefer it when I’ve solved all tasks and found all answers to the maximum.
I feel calmer that way. I said to Big Alexander:

— Listen, about the employee — that’s it, we’ve said our goodbyes, we didn’t
fight, everything is fine. And I feel that this connection has switched,
disconnected, and it’s as if he is in his world and I am in mine. And then I
got to thinking: what if I was supposed to save this poor, unfortunate person
after all? I mean, he’s out there now in the underworld, or wherever he is,
and he’ll perish there. Maybe I crossed paths with him in life for a reason.
Maybe, since I am some kind of super-special character, maybe I should
have illuminated him with my light and taken him with me into the light,
into a good world, and I didn’t do it. Maybe that was my mistake.
— No, that’s not how it is, don’t worry, everything is fine.

He says that I defeated the beast-demon in him, but besides that, the demon
and the beast didn’t enter this person for no reason, and this person still
has his own mind. He called it something in his own language, but I’ll use
my own term now — let’s say, an “uneducated mind” — I even have a treatise
with that title. And so he says:

— Right now, this person... don’t you worry, he is fine. Right now he is at
a crossroads; he is facing a 50/50 choice. Now he will be the one fighting
with himself, with his own mind, his own difficulties and problems.
In other words, you have fulfilled your task.

And Big Alexander also said: