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into my final world. But everything will load in such a way that everything
that was, will still be, only it will already be within my world. It’s as if I
must cross over into this world — that is, become this Spirit and enter this
world. And consequently, all people will automatically cross over there too,
because they will all be projections of me. And this is what Big Alexander
was concerned about — when this will happen — and he started, let’s say,
nudging me toward these timeframes around my birthday. Although, you
see, it could happen by December, or it could take a year or two, who knows.
That is, at any moment now I could turn off this path. But right now, it’s being
highlighted to me that I am on the way home. I could turn away right now; I
could return to society, back to the people, or to some other worlds and
get stuck there. But for now, it’s as if I’ve been specifically driven out and
restricted from all that so that I would transform, become who I am meant to
be, and so that this world would be formed. Truly, that is what is happening
now. But how long this will continue — whether it will stay like this daily or stop
at some point — I do not know.
So, I’m opening my notes now. This is my note from the evening
of August 30. I didn’t even type it out in my phone; I recorded it as a voice note
because I needed to record everything quickly without losing a single word.
What was happening to me? It turns out that for the last three days, almost all
the time — 24 hours a day — I was in a very unusual state. But I was the one
creating it, so to speak. And in this state, I began to communicate with a voice.
Again, I started calling this voice “them” and addressing them. Everything
that happened to me earlier in life, or what is happening now, or what will
happen — I tried to discuss it all with them. First, what they showed me and
explained was that I must unblock myself now; that I had been blocked. They
showed me that my recent move didn’t happen for nothing, and my struggle
with the employee possessed by the beast wasn’t for nothing — that this is
all the way home and the path to liberation. Also, it wasn’t just a coincidence
that I personally felt the desire not to be distracted by anything. I understood
that when I started feeling this cosmic state — this very strong “mindless”
state, as if I’m in a flow, as if someone from above is radiating me — I knew
I could see someone, call someone, message someone, or go on social media.
that was, will still be, only it will already be within my world. It’s as if I
must cross over into this world — that is, become this Spirit and enter this
world. And consequently, all people will automatically cross over there too,
because they will all be projections of me. And this is what Big Alexander
was concerned about — when this will happen — and he started, let’s say,
nudging me toward these timeframes around my birthday. Although, you
see, it could happen by December, or it could take a year or two, who knows.
That is, at any moment now I could turn off this path. But right now, it’s being
highlighted to me that I am on the way home. I could turn away right now; I
could return to society, back to the people, or to some other worlds and
get stuck there. But for now, it’s as if I’ve been specifically driven out and
restricted from all that so that I would transform, become who I am meant to
be, and so that this world would be formed. Truly, that is what is happening
now. But how long this will continue — whether it will stay like this daily or stop
at some point — I do not know.
So, I’m opening my notes now. This is my note from the evening
of August 30. I didn’t even type it out in my phone; I recorded it as a voice note
because I needed to record everything quickly without losing a single word.
What was happening to me? It turns out that for the last three days, almost all
the time — 24 hours a day — I was in a very unusual state. But I was the one
creating it, so to speak. And in this state, I began to communicate with a voice.
Again, I started calling this voice “them” and addressing them. Everything
that happened to me earlier in life, or what is happening now, or what will
happen — I tried to discuss it all with them. First, what they showed me and
explained was that I must unblock myself now; that I had been blocked. They
showed me that my recent move didn’t happen for nothing, and my struggle
with the employee possessed by the beast wasn’t for nothing — that this is
all the way home and the path to liberation. Also, it wasn’t just a coincidence
that I personally felt the desire not to be distracted by anything. I understood
that when I started feeling this cosmic state — this very strong “mindless”
state, as if I’m in a flow, as if someone from above is radiating me — I knew
I could see someone, call someone, message someone, or go on social media.