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[Alexandr Korol]

Life will deal with them and handle them differently. That shouldn’t
concern you. But right now we aren’t talking about the person who did
wrong, but about you — that it affects you and touches you that there is
a guilty person. And therefore, that is your problem.

And the aliens start explaining to me that the problem is in me because
if I were maximally pure and spiritual — if I truly want to be deified and
become such a divine being, a God, and become this world — if I want to
become that, how can I be baited by such nonsense as a person being
late for work, and me arguing, getting angry, and nervous because of it?
And I say to them again:

— But he is at fault.
— Yes, he is at fault. But what about you? We are explaining to you again,
we are discussing you now, not the person who transgressed. We are
discussing you — why you react this way.

And they tell me that if I were truly spiritual... and they expressed it like
this: “Well, if you plan, if you intend to be who you intend to be,” — they
said something like that, — “then how can you be who you intend to be, how
do you plan to become that, if you have such human weaknesses in you?”
And I start bringing up really harsh examples, made up but harsh. Just
recently, when I was reading various letters — again, this doesn’t count as
social media, they were letters in a messenger from readers regarding the
draft of my 10th volume — one woman wrote that her husband cheated on
her, and she can’t forgive it, and that he is “the bad one.” And here, reading
her example, I see the problem more clearly, because in my example with
the employee, the contrast isn’t felt as sharply. And then I saw this picture.
It means the aliens are hinting to me that if, say, a person cheated on me,
then yes, they are bad and they cheated, but if I don’t forgive them and I
judge them and am ready to blow it up into a conflict, then I am also not
good. And if I want to be above all this and finally let go of this world of
people and become who I plan to become, then I shouldn’t just endure
and keep silent when, say, a person cheats on me; I should not react to it.