Page 249
Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 12:52 pm
I should literally accept it as a norm, because they are humans, they all
commit bad deeds. Everything in that world of people is basically built on
provocations; they will always deceive you, betray you, cheat on you, promise
but not deliver. And as long as I react to it by demanding justice and getting
nervous, that is my weakness. And the aliens tell me: “Yes. That is your pride.”
See? And they say:
— Maybe it isn’t as strong in you as it is in those who transgress. But vanity
and pride are still present in you, at least a percentage, since if someone
cheats on you, it hurts you so much. It shouldn’t hurt you; it should be as if
you don’t even exist. You should be above that, if you want to be a higher deity.
They said something like: “If you want to be deified.” I’m in shock. And
they say that this... even Big Alexander hinted at this, but he doesn’t know
what is happening right now. He hinted that there would be some most
important exam, which must not be failed under any circumstances. And the
aliens tell me that this exam is the final one. And this last exam is a struggle
no longer with the beast inside an employee, but with the beast that still
somehow exists and remains within me — this specific reaction to justice
and injustice. I must remove this. And for many hours, maybe ten hours,
I converse with the aliens:
— Fine, let’s put it this way. What do I need to do? Suppose, as an example,
I hadn’t fired the employee, and he lied to my face about coming to work on
time, and promised he wouldn’t lie or steal or run scams anymore... what
if he continues working with me, I don’t fire him, and he continues doing
bad things — should I not react at all?
— Yes. It will be painful for you, but you must not react, — they tell me.
— But how? As the boss, I must establish order.
— Are you a boss, or are you finally liberating yourself from all of this
and becoming deified?
— I see. Fine.
— If you want to be deified and escape the trap of these people, you must
stop behaving and reacting like a human; you must be above it. If the employee
commit bad deeds. Everything in that world of people is basically built on
provocations; they will always deceive you, betray you, cheat on you, promise
but not deliver. And as long as I react to it by demanding justice and getting
nervous, that is my weakness. And the aliens tell me: “Yes. That is your pride.”
See? And they say:
— Maybe it isn’t as strong in you as it is in those who transgress. But vanity
and pride are still present in you, at least a percentage, since if someone
cheats on you, it hurts you so much. It shouldn’t hurt you; it should be as if
you don’t even exist. You should be above that, if you want to be a higher deity.
They said something like: “If you want to be deified.” I’m in shock. And
they say that this... even Big Alexander hinted at this, but he doesn’t know
what is happening right now. He hinted that there would be some most
important exam, which must not be failed under any circumstances. And the
aliens tell me that this exam is the final one. And this last exam is a struggle
no longer with the beast inside an employee, but with the beast that still
somehow exists and remains within me — this specific reaction to justice
and injustice. I must remove this. And for many hours, maybe ten hours,
I converse with the aliens:
— Fine, let’s put it this way. What do I need to do? Suppose, as an example,
I hadn’t fired the employee, and he lied to my face about coming to work on
time, and promised he wouldn’t lie or steal or run scams anymore... what
if he continues working with me, I don’t fire him, and he continues doing
bad things — should I not react at all?
— Yes. It will be painful for you, but you must not react, — they tell me.
— But how? As the boss, I must establish order.
— Are you a boss, or are you finally liberating yourself from all of this
and becoming deified?
— I see. Fine.
— If you want to be deified and escape the trap of these people, you must
stop behaving and reacting like a human; you must be above it. If the employee