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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 12:55 pm
And there can’t even be a mistake about whether you are truly talking to
them or not, because there are no doubts and not even any thoughts. You
essentially become a kind of pure consciousness, feeling yourself in the
“here and now,” simply conducting a dialogue, and all your questions are
answered instantly.
The last time I spoke with the voice, I was asking them about what kind
of battle is happening right now, whether I had defeated the beast, and what
would happen next — what they actually want from me. And they tell me
that I have defeated the beast. Then, in my mind, I detailed the situation:
how I had this employee who was wrong in everything, guilty of everything.
And what will happen to him? And they say in response:
— You are the one who is wrong and guilty.
— Okay, let’s assume so. Why?
— You are wrong.
— How so? This person worked poorly, deceived me, committed fraud, was late
to work, manipulated, was rude and insolent, — And they corrected me again,
saying:
— He did those things. If we are talking about him, then yes, he is wrong.
But we are talking about you now, Alex.
They showed me directly that I need to split this conflict situation with the
employee into two distinct positions. They are hinting and highlighting
that in this situation, I need to look at exactly where I am wrong, not the
employee. They don’t deny that the employee was wrong. But the subject
isn’t the employee — it’s me. So I started questioning them: “Fine, in what
specific way am I wrong?” And they show and tell me that I reacted incorrectly;
that if I want to become a deity — the one I want to become... I’m adding
the word “deity” myself, but the code they were sending me, the sensation
of how they give information, was wrapped in this “deity” shell. They said
that if you want to be who you intend to be, if you want to be this deity, then
why are you behaving like a human? Why do I descend to the human level
and play these human games, which I should instead be liberating myself
from in order to be deified? They started pointing everything back at me:
them or not, because there are no doubts and not even any thoughts. You
essentially become a kind of pure consciousness, feeling yourself in the
“here and now,” simply conducting a dialogue, and all your questions are
answered instantly.
The last time I spoke with the voice, I was asking them about what kind
of battle is happening right now, whether I had defeated the beast, and what
would happen next — what they actually want from me. And they tell me
that I have defeated the beast. Then, in my mind, I detailed the situation:
how I had this employee who was wrong in everything, guilty of everything.
And what will happen to him? And they say in response:
— You are the one who is wrong and guilty.
— Okay, let’s assume so. Why?
— You are wrong.
— How so? This person worked poorly, deceived me, committed fraud, was late
to work, manipulated, was rude and insolent, — And they corrected me again,
saying:
— He did those things. If we are talking about him, then yes, he is wrong.
But we are talking about you now, Alex.
They showed me directly that I need to split this conflict situation with the
employee into two distinct positions. They are hinting and highlighting
that in this situation, I need to look at exactly where I am wrong, not the
employee. They don’t deny that the employee was wrong. But the subject
isn’t the employee — it’s me. So I started questioning them: “Fine, in what
specific way am I wrong?” And they show and tell me that I reacted incorrectly;
that if I want to become a deity — the one I want to become... I’m adding
the word “deity” myself, but the code they were sending me, the sensation
of how they give information, was wrapped in this “deity” shell. They said
that if you want to be who you intend to be, if you want to be this deity, then
why are you behaving like a human? Why do I descend to the human level
and play these human games, which I should instead be liberating myself
from in order to be deified? They started pointing everything back at me: