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[Alexandr Korol]

— I don’t understand what is happening. Alexandr, do you understand?
You have already outgrown me; you have outgrown everyone. You understand,
if I see certain people, if I meet with someone, I tell them all: ‘You know,
there is a person walking among us... you will all gasp later when it is
revealed what and who this is,’” he said to me. “I don’t understand what is
happening with the Mystic-Old-Man. He has no right to dodge or decide
what to say to whom. If a person turns to him, and his task is to provide the
information he sees through himself, he must give all of it, not filter it
with his own mind.

And Big Alexander grew indignant and said that Mystic-Old-Man had lost his
way, closed himself off, got tangled up in some mundane household affairs,
and doesn’t understand what he is doing or what he wants. In one sense, I
agree with Big Alexander, because it is visible that Mystic-Old-Man is no
longer pure; he might tune in at certain moments and see the signal, but
there shouldn’t be any of his “personal additions” — no character, no personal
thoughts, no assessments, no ulterior motives. None of that should be there.
He should speak pure information while in the Flow. Instead, it’s as if,
alongside the signal, his foolish human mind is switched on, where he — you
see — might look at how you look, who your mother or father is, and because
of that, distort, filter, or withhold information. He has no right to do that.
You know, there are people who provide certain services — it doesn’t
matter if it’s construction, web design, or anything else — and these
people aren’t true to themselves or their work; they don’t stick to a fixed
price but always change it depending on whether the client is rich or poor.
Do you understand? And if such a person also has a grudge against women,
then, for example, he’ll refuse to serve women or double the price, but if it’s
a man, he thinks, “fine.” It’s as if Mystic-Old-Man has a bunch of these little
grudges, hang-ups, and templates that prevent him from giving information
simply, directly, and purely. It was even visible if you analyze that dialogue
with Mystic-Old-Man: I ask him one thing, then a second, then a third,
and I can even feel his thoughts — he’s dodging me. It’s as if he thinks I’m
seeking some kind of fame, and he doesn’t want to give it to me. And when
I tell him, “I’m doing this for the people,” he just goes “bla-bla-bla-bla.”