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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 1:20 pm
I didn’t have a feast in some expensive restaurant. No. I didn’t even eat
anything. But it was all very magical and unusual. And I thank them. It
reminds me very much of two years ago, after I finished work on the first and
second volumes, when I went to Los Angeles and then to Vegas for New Year
and Christmas. There was a magical day then too, when the messenger came
— Toni Gibson — and then that same day a man played craps with me, and
all of it was as if in a vacuum under a beam, and he said “play,” and we won
endlessly. That was some kind of magic. And now it happened again, on
my birthday. It’s really cool. For me, this was them sending a greeting — no
longer hidden, but direct. I’m glad that my psyche is ready for this, that I
don’t get arrogant like a child. It’s great. Thank you to them. To those up there.
What else happened? Other things were being highlighted too. Red was
highlighted again, along with a heap of luck symbols. A chicken wishbone
was highlighted. Then an eye symbol — black, white, and blue, like an
Arabic or Turkish “Nazar” talisman — was highlighted many times.
What else? A coin, a horseshoe. There were so many of these symbols on
my birthday. The color red was everywhere — the word “red” and the color
red coming from all sides. And, of course, the number 144. It was just
everywhere. Today it happened about five times again: the washing machine
said 144, the clock said 1:44, a receipt or the change was 144. I thought: what
is this? Everywhere 144. And a mace. Not for the first time, a mace is being
highlighted. A mace.
And there is this mace... I have this specific association. I remember clearly
that Big Alexander told me long ago — five years ago, maybe more — that the
mace is a symbol of the matrix itself, or of the philosopher’s stone. I didn’t
understand him then. But even now, if you search on Google, it says: “In
ancient civilizations like Egypt, Assyria, and India, the mace was depicted in
the hands of pharaohs and kings as a sign of a divine mandate. It symbolized
not only physical strength but also the right to rule granted by the gods,
and the ability to crush chaos and establish order.” Anyone interested can
Google it or ask an AI what it is. My association is that the mace is, in a
way, the same as the globus cruciger — like a sphere with those points
or spikes sticking out of it. And it isn’t a physical attribute anyway.
anything. But it was all very magical and unusual. And I thank them. It
reminds me very much of two years ago, after I finished work on the first and
second volumes, when I went to Los Angeles and then to Vegas for New Year
and Christmas. There was a magical day then too, when the messenger came
— Toni Gibson — and then that same day a man played craps with me, and
all of it was as if in a vacuum under a beam, and he said “play,” and we won
endlessly. That was some kind of magic. And now it happened again, on
my birthday. It’s really cool. For me, this was them sending a greeting — no
longer hidden, but direct. I’m glad that my psyche is ready for this, that I
don’t get arrogant like a child. It’s great. Thank you to them. To those up there.
What else happened? Other things were being highlighted too. Red was
highlighted again, along with a heap of luck symbols. A chicken wishbone
was highlighted. Then an eye symbol — black, white, and blue, like an
Arabic or Turkish “Nazar” talisman — was highlighted many times.
What else? A coin, a horseshoe. There were so many of these symbols on
my birthday. The color red was everywhere — the word “red” and the color
red coming from all sides. And, of course, the number 144. It was just
everywhere. Today it happened about five times again: the washing machine
said 144, the clock said 1:44, a receipt or the change was 144. I thought: what
is this? Everywhere 144. And a mace. Not for the first time, a mace is being
highlighted. A mace.
And there is this mace... I have this specific association. I remember clearly
that Big Alexander told me long ago — five years ago, maybe more — that the
mace is a symbol of the matrix itself, or of the philosopher’s stone. I didn’t
understand him then. But even now, if you search on Google, it says: “In
ancient civilizations like Egypt, Assyria, and India, the mace was depicted in
the hands of pharaohs and kings as a sign of a divine mandate. It symbolized
not only physical strength but also the right to rule granted by the gods,
and the ability to crush chaos and establish order.” Anyone interested can
Google it or ask an AI what it is. My association is that the mace is, in a
way, the same as the globus cruciger — like a sphere with those points
or spikes sticking out of it. And it isn’t a physical attribute anyway.