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[Alexandr Korol]

Of course, you can possess a physical one, but primarily it carries a sacred
meaning. You see it as the “crushing of chaos.” And right there on the next
day, September 13th, it was highlighted to me: “mace, mace, mace, mace.”
I thought, fine, I’ll read up on what a mace is. It turns out to be a very good
symbol. Perhaps it is the symbol of that Spirit who visited me that night.
After all, when he came at night, it was already the 13th. They write that:
“In general, the sacred meaning of the mace lies in its ability to connect
a human with the divine, moving from brute force toward a higher right and
protection. This makes it an eternal symbol, where a physical strike
is transformed into an act of cosmic balance.”

What else did I discuss with my friends? Well, there was the confirmation from
that second friend — the one who was fearful. It happened like this: first, the
friend who felt charged and inspired by my whole birthday, especially by my
night talk in the Spirit, woke up. And this first friend, who was inspired and
not afraid, confirmed everything I saw and felt, word for word. Everything.
It was as if we were all in one state, one dimension, one Spirit. I said to him,
“The other friend got scared.” He replied, “Yes, it was obvious.” I told the
first friend, “When the other one wakes up, we need to explain everything
that happened. Because he likely saw and felt exactly what we did, but his
mind might try to rationalize it differently today. He might start thinking
I’m some kind of villain.” So, this second, fearful friend wakes up, and
we start questioning him. What does he remember? How was it for him?
(I had already asked both friends to write everything down in their journals
before it was too late, and they were doing that). This second friend couldn’t
explain anything about what had happened the day before. Not the day, and
not the night. He couldn’t. But he agreed that everything was very strange
and unusual — he just didn’t know what it was. “I don’t know” was his answer
to everything. I asked him:

— Is it true that you felt different?
— Yes.
— Okay, and is it true that for the first time you felt super-conscious and clear?
And you still feel that way now?