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[Alexandr Korol]

above the earth or under the earth — you see, in those worlds: of Heaven and
the Underworld — there, everything “seems” to them. Only in the world of
Heaven does everything seem bright and good, but in reality these were all
some kind of strange illusions, and all of it “seemed,” but thanks to this a
person achieves great success. And there are people who, on the contrary,
live in horror, in nightmares and commit a lot of bad things because it
eternally “seems” to them in the Underworld that no one loves them, so they
quarrel with everyone, they eternally feel threats, so they are eternally afraid
of something. This is very curious And my book, which I wrote for more
than ten years, Paradox, it’s exactly called Paradox precisely because of this,
that everything eternally “seemed” to me, but I didn’t try to check it with
my mind to destroy this illusion, because then you will fall into the world
of Earth, that is, of the mind. But when I lived by the heart, there was magic
after magic everywhere — but I wouldn’t say that this magic and all these
illusions of imagination led me into some kind of dead end. On the contrary,
when I shared this in my books, people only dreamed of coming into contact
with it, or meeting me and getting into this magical world. And I wouldn’t
say that these illusions deceived me. Illusions didn’t deceive me, that’s
the most interesting thing. That is, while we can assume that an illusion of
imagination is a deception. After all, if it’s an illusion of imagination, that is,
it’s unreal, it means later we will be disappointed in it, that we were running
somewhere, that it seems like a mirage to us, but in the end it’s not there.
It’s natural for us, for people, to think that way.
But right now, I’m talking about something else. It turns out that when I was
running after illusions and imaginations in the world of Heaven, when I
arrived there, I wasn’t disappointed; instead, I received even more than I
expected. So, I wouldn’t say that an illusion in the world of, let’s say, Heaven
and imagination can be a deception or a disappointment. Although in the
world of people, in the world of Earth, in the world of the mind, people are
constantly disappointed. They are eternally destroying all these imaginations,
the illusions of people. Sometimes for good, sometimes for harm — both to
others and to themselves. And even when they suddenly come into contact
with some kind of magic, they want so badly to break it all down in detail
with their minds, to destroy it, so they can be disappointed in it anyway.