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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 1:36 pm
I also drew such a picture on the 18th. I confess honestly, mystic-old-man
pushed me toward this picture. The previous times, when I conversed with
him, and when he was talking about how there are very many Jesuses, I had
some kind of crazy epiphany. Therefore I then immediately following that
asked him a question: “But above them there must be some one God?”.
And so I saw such a picture, that as if once there were people — and so I
decided to depict this, the very lowest triangle — once there were people,
and all these people, for them there was one Jesus. You understand?
But then all these people became Jesus. And for them there must nonetheless
again be someone main, that is God. You understand? And then also,
consequently, there can be a bunch of Gods, and above them there can be
the Spirit. And this is exactly as a little reference to what I just mentioned
about the four animals, about the four archangels, about the four Cherubim,
about the four Gospels.
Today, September 21, 2025, I summoned the Spirit into myself on my own.
The one that, let’s say, came into me on the day of my birth, September 12,
that is quite recently, a week ago. How did I do it? I was sitting on the sofa
and simply closed my eyes, and began as if with my attention, with my eyes,
to look as if into the bridge of my nose, or even a bit higher, there where it
is between the eyes — the third eye. And as if I began to concentrate there,
holding my breath and imagining, as if right now he will enter me. And then
I simply open my eyes and begin to look as if into nowhere, and I feel pressure
in my forehead. And at that moment I stand up and I feel, the first sign, when
this Spirit enters me, especially this main one, my back is very straight, all
the muscles relax, unclench, I straighten up entirely. And it is very similar to
how they show it in the movie “Split”, when the hero had many personalities,
but there was one of his personalities, this beast, when he became all such as
if muscular. And here the same sensation happens, that as if I begin to feel
my whole body super-strong, as if I am invulnerable. Crazy clarity and there
are no thoughts at all. And again the angle of perception changes, that is as
if the point, my coordinate shifted somehow in this matrix in which we live.
And the lighting, the room, and the perception of space become different,
simply under some other angle. Naturally, again everything becomes beautiful,
pushed me toward this picture. The previous times, when I conversed with
him, and when he was talking about how there are very many Jesuses, I had
some kind of crazy epiphany. Therefore I then immediately following that
asked him a question: “But above them there must be some one God?”.
And so I saw such a picture, that as if once there were people — and so I
decided to depict this, the very lowest triangle — once there were people,
and all these people, for them there was one Jesus. You understand?
But then all these people became Jesus. And for them there must nonetheless
again be someone main, that is God. You understand? And then also,
consequently, there can be a bunch of Gods, and above them there can be
the Spirit. And this is exactly as a little reference to what I just mentioned
about the four animals, about the four archangels, about the four Cherubim,
about the four Gospels.
Today, September 21, 2025, I summoned the Spirit into myself on my own.
The one that, let’s say, came into me on the day of my birth, September 12,
that is quite recently, a week ago. How did I do it? I was sitting on the sofa
and simply closed my eyes, and began as if with my attention, with my eyes,
to look as if into the bridge of my nose, or even a bit higher, there where it
is between the eyes — the third eye. And as if I began to concentrate there,
holding my breath and imagining, as if right now he will enter me. And then
I simply open my eyes and begin to look as if into nowhere, and I feel pressure
in my forehead. And at that moment I stand up and I feel, the first sign, when
this Spirit enters me, especially this main one, my back is very straight, all
the muscles relax, unclench, I straighten up entirely. And it is very similar to
how they show it in the movie “Split”, when the hero had many personalities,
but there was one of his personalities, this beast, when he became all such as
if muscular. And here the same sensation happens, that as if I begin to feel
my whole body super-strong, as if I am invulnerable. Crazy clarity and there
are no thoughts at all. And again the angle of perception changes, that is as
if the point, my coordinate shifted somehow in this matrix in which we live.
And the lighting, the room, and the perception of space become different,
simply under some other angle. Naturally, again everything becomes beautiful,