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[Alexandr Korol]

And I am, as it were, glorifying Him; I would say that I am writing ten volumes
about how He acts, how He is arranged, how everything works in general,
how He manifests, how He interacts with people, how He communicates, how
He executes justice, how many angles He has, how many spirits He has. And
what, I should just keep telling about this? Well, probably. Maybe that’s what
it’s about. But here the talk is specifically about God, and not about some
Messiah. Do not confuse it, most importantly, the point is not that one needs
to shout about some Messiah, about the Second Coming or anything else.
No, here the talk is specifically about God, that is, about the system. About
God — it’s about this world, that is, how It works, as they call it, how beautiful
It is, how this system is arranged, how these worlds are arranged. And that
those who were witnesses to this should tell someone else about it further.
Just to those close to them, so that they also believe, and so that it spreads
like that. Well, one can assume that I should record this in the book now.
What I am voicing now just for myself. And that, maybe, right now the system
is simply hinting that this is such a period of time, that now suddenly people
who are believers, who, as it is written there, are “sons of men,” that they will
all be talking about God and telling it to everyone else. But for what, why, to
what end — that is another question. Well, I needed to record this, I recorded it.

More from the curious things: why today, September 30, I began with the
fact that from the evening of September 28 and all through the 29th —
the evening before yesterday and all day yesterday — I was in some kind
of state, in “space.” It’s not that today this state is simply gone, but rather
that while I was in that state, for some reason I didn’t want to sit down to
work on the book. But when I woke up today, I felt that today I am already a
completely different “me,” a completely different kind of day, let’s say.
Still, until I fell asleep, yesterday was a very strange day, and I slept very
unusually too; I don’t know what was happening to me, but it was as if I was
being irradiated by something for over twenty-four hours. And today, while I
slept, I started having dreams. I dream that I am standing with someone and
I see in the sky a translucent ring, but not exactly a ring — it looks more like
a donut. Not a voluminous donut, but just as if there is one large ring, like a
thin line, and then there is another ring inside it, like the hole for the donut.