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[Alexandr Korol]

But I said nothing, that is, we didn’t quarrel. Но it’s as if, you know, he left a
little pebble on my soul like that, you see, like a parasite. It’s like you want to
sleep and someone tickles you behind the ear with a feather as a provocation.
You keep waving and waving, thinking “go away,” and brushing it off,
but someone teases you again. And you already want to get up, turn on the
light, and see who is asking for your attention so much, right? And here it is
the same thing. That is, the person is just specifically teasing me, or the beast
is through him. So, maybe this is already such a residual effect, and that after
all I have defeated the beast in myself and in the employee, and this is all just
some shade that remains of something, and soon it will end. Maybe I didn’t
defeat it, maybe the beast will wake up in me again, maybe someone will awaken
it, or maybe it cannot be awakened in me, but it simply still exists in people
who let it in. And what should I do with these people? Give them advice so
they don’t get angry and don’t let the evil Spirit in, or not associate with these
people — that is also a question. Big Alexander says that I should not turn away
from these people.
And it is also curious that Big Alexander has been hinting to me this past
month that because I am fighting the beast this way and giving the employee
a chance — not firing him all through August and September — that this is
good. And that what I am doing, in general, is reflected upon the world: that
all the events in the world, some peace negotiations, some meetings in Alaska,
and all such things in the world, are happening as a reflection of what I am
doing. And that if I had fired the employee or all the employees when this
demon was in them, then perhaps everything would have been very bad. And
he says: “We would have perished entirely, the world would have vanished.”
But since I give a chance to reform, it is as if by this I am preserving the
lives of all people. Then he hinted to me, and I double-checked this with
him just yesterday and the day before, I conversed with him on this topic.
He expressed himself in his complex language, saying that it is as if Lucifer,
or someone there, wanted to whiten himself, to be cleared, but he is not
being allowed to. And he wants to whiten himself and be purified, but
it is not working out. And if he is not allowed to whiten himself and be
purified, then something bad will happen. I didn’t yet understand what Big
Alexander meant. I assumed one thing, but in the end, it was not confirmed.