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Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2023 8:08 pm
I lost touch with reality, and I considered myself chosen. Then suddenly, Big Alexander said:
– And where did you get the idea that you are someone? Maybe you’re no one at all.
This grounded me instantly. He does this kind of thing often. He will elevate me one minute, and the next, he will bring me crashing back down to earth, and so I asked him:
– Alexander, why do you put me on a pedestal and then pull it out from under me?
– Finally, you got it!
– So you do it to regulate me. To make me realize that the information is not the point.
– Exactly.
– So, if I am to rule or govern, does it mean I will be president?
– No.
– What’s the situation then? Am I not going to be anyone?
– Not really. You do not understand yet. You will steer, but in a different way.
– So what? Are you saying that the government will be spiritual as opposed to political?
– No, Alex. There will be another name for what it is; it just hasn’t been invented yet.
I showed Big Alexander how the Tree of Life had manifested on our map. And he said:
– This is not the way Jesus went with his disciples, but you did. You just put St. Petersburg on the map, didn’t you? Now, fold up the paper.
I fold the paper in the way that he shows me. It’s like a square folded many times. And when I unfold it, there is a snowflake. Like one piece of the matrix. And when I lay it all out on a separate sheet of paper, he tells me to draw all the possible lines, and I draw, and he says:
– Alex, what does it look like? What do you see?
– It looks like a diamond.
– That’s right, Alex. The Philosopher’s Stone. Do you remember?
– And where did you get the idea that you are someone? Maybe you’re no one at all.
This grounded me instantly. He does this kind of thing often. He will elevate me one minute, and the next, he will bring me crashing back down to earth, and so I asked him:
– Alexander, why do you put me on a pedestal and then pull it out from under me?
– Finally, you got it!
– So you do it to regulate me. To make me realize that the information is not the point.
– Exactly.
– So, if I am to rule or govern, does it mean I will be president?
– No.
– What’s the situation then? Am I not going to be anyone?
– Not really. You do not understand yet. You will steer, but in a different way.
– So what? Are you saying that the government will be spiritual as opposed to political?
– No, Alex. There will be another name for what it is; it just hasn’t been invented yet.
I showed Big Alexander how the Tree of Life had manifested on our map. And he said:
– This is not the way Jesus went with his disciples, but you did. You just put St. Petersburg on the map, didn’t you? Now, fold up the paper.
I fold the paper in the way that he shows me. It’s like a square folded many times. And when I unfold it, there is a snowflake. Like one piece of the matrix. And when I lay it all out on a separate sheet of paper, he tells me to draw all the possible lines, and I draw, and he says:
– Alex, what does it look like? What do you see?
– It looks like a diamond.
– That’s right, Alex. The Philosopher’s Stone. Do you remember?