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But, let’s say, we ended up in some kind of purgatory, or in the kingdom
of the dead, where there is — what? The underworld is the material world.
Spirituality is the world of heaven, but the underworld is what? It is night,
winter — that is, the afterworld — and we ended up there. We didn’t notice,
didn’t understand, but we arrived. It’s seemingly all the same life, but
completely the opposite, so as to make certain conclusions, to realize
something. And I am saying all of this to Big Alexander, and he says: “Yes,
that is so.” That is how interestingly everything is being revealed.
But what is even more interesting? I began to feel from April 10, 2025,
that is, from this spring — I began to feel as if something had happened, and
I emerged from this darkness. And when all this happened, all summer I was
writing the ninth volume of “Alternative History” about happiness, luck, the
world of heaven, and suddenly I realized and understood that the spiritual
world can be different. And that there is a spiritual world, as it were, on the
side of darkness, and there is a spiritual world on the side of the sun, the
light. I had noticed this before when I was little. And I wrote about how
there is spiritual music, but it’s as if there is one kind you want to listen to in
the morning. Again, I’ll repeat — it’s like the movies Big Fish, Interstate 60,
Forrest Gump, and music like that from the movie Amélie by Yann Tiersen
— this is the world of heaven, that is, morning, that is, spring, so bright and
kind. And then there is the nocturnal, languid kind — that is UNKLE, Massive
Attack, Thom Yorke, and movies like Donnie Darko or Eternal Sunshine
of the Spotless Mind, things like that. Different worlds, you see. And here
I suddenly realize that the spirituality that is so languid and gloomy — I
don’t like it, it doesn’t resonate — but this bright kind, I like it very much.
And it was like that all summer. But I didn’t understand what it was. When I
called the mystic-old-man, he said that I am currently in a state of being
born. See how unusual? And here is what began to happen to me. I, that is,
was dead and was born again on April 10; I was in the process, in the moment
of this morning — that is, spring, that is, the world of heaven, but specifically
the light one. Generally, in the world under the sun, there are two worlds
— heaven and earth. In the world under the moon, there is the underworld
and the kingdom of the dead. That is, the same thing, but the opposite.
of the dead, where there is — what? The underworld is the material world.
Spirituality is the world of heaven, but the underworld is what? It is night,
winter — that is, the afterworld — and we ended up there. We didn’t notice,
didn’t understand, but we arrived. It’s seemingly all the same life, but
completely the opposite, so as to make certain conclusions, to realize
something. And I am saying all of this to Big Alexander, and he says: “Yes,
that is so.” That is how interestingly everything is being revealed.
But what is even more interesting? I began to feel from April 10, 2025,
that is, from this spring — I began to feel as if something had happened, and
I emerged from this darkness. And when all this happened, all summer I was
writing the ninth volume of “Alternative History” about happiness, luck, the
world of heaven, and suddenly I realized and understood that the spiritual
world can be different. And that there is a spiritual world, as it were, on the
side of darkness, and there is a spiritual world on the side of the sun, the
light. I had noticed this before when I was little. And I wrote about how
there is spiritual music, but it’s as if there is one kind you want to listen to in
the morning. Again, I’ll repeat — it’s like the movies Big Fish, Interstate 60,
Forrest Gump, and music like that from the movie Amélie by Yann Tiersen
— this is the world of heaven, that is, morning, that is, spring, so bright and
kind. And then there is the nocturnal, languid kind — that is UNKLE, Massive
Attack, Thom Yorke, and movies like Donnie Darko or Eternal Sunshine
of the Spotless Mind, things like that. Different worlds, you see. And here
I suddenly realize that the spirituality that is so languid and gloomy — I
don’t like it, it doesn’t resonate — but this bright kind, I like it very much.
And it was like that all summer. But I didn’t understand what it was. When I
called the mystic-old-man, he said that I am currently in a state of being
born. See how unusual? And here is what began to happen to me. I, that is,
was dead and was born again on April 10; I was in the process, in the moment
of this morning — that is, spring, that is, the world of heaven, but specifically
the light one. Generally, in the world under the sun, there are two worlds
— heaven and earth. In the world under the moon, there is the underworld
and the kingdom of the dead. That is, the same thing, but the opposite.