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[Alexandr Korol]

it’s as if the system shows me 10 ideas every day — what will be relevant in
the future, what needs to be created, what needs to be opened, what will
work. Imagine! Besides this, what I’ve been noticing lately is a desire to
update everything, as if I’ve arrived somewhere... But this is likely what is
happening now: I have returned to the material light world, I have been
reborn, born. It’s as if I want to let go of everything old — not everything,
but what is clearly dead or has died off; I want to sell it or remove it, add new
elements, refresh everything. Like doing a rebranding: change my hair,
change the website, the design, maybe change the covers of all the books.
That kind of feeling. I also feel and see that people are being drawn to me;
new people are appearing in the team. And those who are like leaves on
a bush that have completely dried up — it’s as if they just need to be plucked
to give the bush oxygen, so the new leaves can wake up and be given sun
and warmth. Something like this is happening — a kind of purification. It’s
like after winter — not everyone understands this, but those who grew up
in Russia, especially in the north, know: after spring the snow thaws, and
the leaves from autumn are still lying there dirty, but through them, through
this dirty, rotten foliage, new grass pushes through. And right now, every
day — I don’t even give it much importance — it’s as if I am raking away all
these dry leaves and clearing this fresh grass that is sprouting now, where
buds and flowers are appearing and insects are already arriving. That is
how I feel right now. And I see clearly that everything that is dark, old,
and unnecessary will fall away on its own, and there is no need to hold on
to it; one must let it go. And everything that is light will find you on its own
and be drawn to you. And this is happening right now, right in the moment.

Next, what I’ve been reflecting on in recent days: imagine there is this small
glass triangle, and from it, other pieces of glass spread out in different
directions, like a kaleidoscope — reflection after reflection after reflection
— but there is still a Source. And then I started thinking: if there is indeed
a Source that is being reflected, generating these reflections and refractions of
light, then physically — as humans tend to think — by changing or influencing
the reflection, we cannot influence the Source. It’s logical. Figuratively
speaking, if we see a vase in a mirror, and I try to affect the mirror image