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[Alexandr Korol]

even though Venom isn’t serious, it’s humorous — I decided to watch it again
just to remember what the three parts were about. And in the third part,
Tom Hardy — this Venom — is being driven by some hippie family through
Arizona to Area 51, and they are singing this exact David Bowie song. And I
think: “Again, that song again.” And imagine, after that, I am in a completely
different place, in a different city, in a different country, and that song plays
again. I think: “What is this?” So I’ve already recorded it for myself, written it
down — that I should probably pay attention to it, since my imaginary friend
(I’m talking about God, who communicates with me through illusions) is
somehow giving me this toy, this gift. First he highlights one thing, then
another. Now he has highlighted this song. I think: “Well, thank you, I’ll accept
your gift, I’ll record it in the book, put it in my notes, and I’ll listen to it.”

Well, you see, how symbolic. I read the lyrics, I read what they say about this
song on the internet. Do you know what you could call this message in short?
This is a song about the loss of control. And I am exactly waiting for that
moment when I completely let go of control. The main God, this Spirit, told
me about this. And now it’s as if everything is leading more and more toward
it, and I think about it every day. I understand now what it’s about. Because I’ve
had this feeling manifesting more and more each day — this confidence that
one can... it’s as if every day I am letting go of control, control, control, as if
to enter that state from before, that vacuum, being “out of my mind,” as if you
are simply here and now, and you are happy. And life, it somehow happens on
its own, and all of this is specifically not because you thought it up with your
mind, but about reaching such a spiritual state — and I’ve already been in it —
where you are completely out of your mind, but everything falls into place by
itself. And you let go of control entirely, you go fully into the world of being “out
of your mind.” I mean, I have always wanted to go into this “out of my mind”
world one hundred percent, but Big Alexander used to say: “You can’t, it’s
not time yet.” And here I realize that it’s as if it is finally time, because I am
so... I am aging, getting sick, getting tired in the world of people, as I called it,
and I want to go into this state where all of that — sickness, old age — doesn’t
exist. And to enter it, you only need to turn off the mind and let everything
take its course. But you have to be ready for this, protected from all sides.