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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 2:07 pm
the same, forever. It is conveyed so well there because I feel the same way —
that since the moment of the pandemic, and because of all the other events
that began to occur year after year, that life which existed before is gone.
That linear time, when we were all born, remembered our childhood, our
youth, a certain maturity — all of that was felt directly. You felt where you
were going; you felt what you had lived through in recent years. But when all
of this happened five years ago — everything collapsed. To put it emotionally,
someone might say that everything was crossed out to hell, turned upside
down, and everyone lost themselves, went mad, lost their reason. Everyone
has dementia, everyone has immorality, and generally, darkness arrived.
It’s clear that everyone lives on their own frequencies, in their own worlds
and dimensions, so it manifested and affected everyone differently.
But nevertheless, it happened — it’s not an illusion, it happened, and it is
all still continuing.
I have watched the entire series now, all three parts. But it has exactly that
same... I will put it this way: the atmosphere that exists in the series I am
currently recommending in the tenth volume of “Alternative History” — I
don’t feel it like that anymore; that was how it felt before. If we take 2025,
especially this summer and autumn, I don’t feel like I’m in some kind of
“corridor,” some languor or melancholy. No, I actually felt that… It’s great,
you fall into this series, you withdraw into yourself, everything is so mystical,
the music is so deep. But I wanted to step out of it immediately and switch
gears, because right now I am experiencing something completely different.
I feel entirely different. It’s as if I immersed myself in this series just to live
through it and gain certain impressions. But I am not connected to that
atmosphere; I am in a completely different atmosphere altogether. Next, I
want to describe what actually happens after this series and everything else —
where I am now, what my mood and overall mindset are, what I am sensing,
and what I see and foresee.
that since the moment of the pandemic, and because of all the other events
that began to occur year after year, that life which existed before is gone.
That linear time, when we were all born, remembered our childhood, our
youth, a certain maturity — all of that was felt directly. You felt where you
were going; you felt what you had lived through in recent years. But when all
of this happened five years ago — everything collapsed. To put it emotionally,
someone might say that everything was crossed out to hell, turned upside
down, and everyone lost themselves, went mad, lost their reason. Everyone
has dementia, everyone has immorality, and generally, darkness arrived.
It’s clear that everyone lives on their own frequencies, in their own worlds
and dimensions, so it manifested and affected everyone differently.
But nevertheless, it happened — it’s not an illusion, it happened, and it is
all still continuing.
I have watched the entire series now, all three parts. But it has exactly that
same... I will put it this way: the atmosphere that exists in the series I am
currently recommending in the tenth volume of “Alternative History” — I
don’t feel it like that anymore; that was how it felt before. If we take 2025,
especially this summer and autumn, I don’t feel like I’m in some kind of
“corridor,” some languor or melancholy. No, I actually felt that… It’s great,
you fall into this series, you withdraw into yourself, everything is so mystical,
the music is so deep. But I wanted to step out of it immediately and switch
gears, because right now I am experiencing something completely different.
I feel entirely different. It’s as if I immersed myself in this series just to live
through it and gain certain impressions. But I am not connected to that
atmosphere; I am in a completely different atmosphere altogether. Next, I
want to describe what actually happens after this series and everything else —
where I am now, what my mood and overall mindset are, what I am sensing,
and what I see and foresee.