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Chapter 30. Order and Friend-Deputy
Today is October 18. A couple of days ago — the 15th or 16th — I called Big
Alexander and told him what is happening to me, what I am absolutely certain
of... I began telling him from the beginning to describe the history in full
volume... I say:
— May I share my observations, but I’ll start right from the very beginning.
I noticed that, after all, yes — I and other people were in a kind of underworld.
And that’s it, that underworld was crossed out, as if it ended on April 10,
2025, as I recall. From that moment, I began working on the ninth volume
of ‘Alternative History.’ What is that book dedicated to? It is dedicated to the
‘world of heaven’ — happiness, the illusions of happiness, luck, everything
so magical and kind, the world of heaven. Something spiritual, meaning it
is the morning, the dawn. And I immersed myself in all of it and experienced
a very pleasant inner feeling of happiness, like some kind of adventure, a
journey, and a feeling as if I were in love. This lasted, you could say, all summer
— almost the entire summer. Then I finish the ninth volume, and the tenth
volume begins. But the tenth volume is more in a diary format; it lists many
events. It’s as if I am no longer in the darkness or in some unknown place.
I start to assume that I am either in the ‘world of heaven’ or the ‘world of earth.’
But it’s as if this ‘world of earth’ I’ve entered — this material world — isn’t
dark; it is specifically light. It’s as if spirituality has become bright and kind,
like in the movie Amélie, and the material world has become very kind, like in
the movie It Takes Two with the Olsen twins. But then, an event occurs where
I begin to fight a demon that possesses my employee. This demon can possess
anyone, and it possesses the employee, and I must defeat it. And then it turns
out that this demon is also within me, and I must defeat it within myself.
So I go through this struggle, this war, and I overcome it all. This is one of
the events captured in the tenth volume of ‘Alternative History.’
But then, I continue telling Big Alexander, I suddenly noticed that people
who are, let’s say, a bit “dark,” all started complaining during the summer
that everything was going badly for them. But I also noticed that the people
who are exactly the opposite — let’s call them the righteous, the bright,
Today is October 18. A couple of days ago — the 15th or 16th — I called Big
Alexander and told him what is happening to me, what I am absolutely certain
of... I began telling him from the beginning to describe the history in full
volume... I say:
— May I share my observations, but I’ll start right from the very beginning.
I noticed that, after all, yes — I and other people were in a kind of underworld.
And that’s it, that underworld was crossed out, as if it ended on April 10,
2025, as I recall. From that moment, I began working on the ninth volume
of ‘Alternative History.’ What is that book dedicated to? It is dedicated to the
‘world of heaven’ — happiness, the illusions of happiness, luck, everything
so magical and kind, the world of heaven. Something spiritual, meaning it
is the morning, the dawn. And I immersed myself in all of it and experienced
a very pleasant inner feeling of happiness, like some kind of adventure, a
journey, and a feeling as if I were in love. This lasted, you could say, all summer
— almost the entire summer. Then I finish the ninth volume, and the tenth
volume begins. But the tenth volume is more in a diary format; it lists many
events. It’s as if I am no longer in the darkness or in some unknown place.
I start to assume that I am either in the ‘world of heaven’ or the ‘world of earth.’
But it’s as if this ‘world of earth’ I’ve entered — this material world — isn’t
dark; it is specifically light. It’s as if spirituality has become bright and kind,
like in the movie Amélie, and the material world has become very kind, like in
the movie It Takes Two with the Olsen twins. But then, an event occurs where
I begin to fight a demon that possesses my employee. This demon can possess
anyone, and it possesses the employee, and I must defeat it. And then it turns
out that this demon is also within me, and I must defeat it within myself.
So I go through this struggle, this war, and I overcome it all. This is one of
the events captured in the tenth volume of ‘Alternative History.’
But then, I continue telling Big Alexander, I suddenly noticed that people
who are, let’s say, a bit “dark,” all started complaining during the summer
that everything was going badly for them. But I also noticed that the people
who are exactly the opposite — let’s call them the righteous, the bright,