And he emphasized this so strongly — that I don’t just act on impulse, that I
gave everyone a chance, that I explained everything to everyone a thousand
times, reached out a thousand times, forgave everyone a thousand times.
He wanted it to be known that I’m not some arrogant person who turned
his back on everyone. Rather, it was all those people who turned away from
me, while I reached out to them a thousand times. He highlighted this
directly and said:
— Now, God is speaking through you.
And he said that he is now — not exactly in shock, he used a different word —
but he says he can’t even give me a comment or advice anymore, because
everything I do is right, and everything I say is right. And that when I talk to
people now, even “unclean” people, I no longer experience irritation; instead,
I speak to people with super tranquility, yet with power and calm words.
He said that people have no strength to argue with me, no strength or
words to oppose me, because God speaks through me. That’s what he said.
And then he said that all of this is leading toward miracles.
I remember he was already talking about these miracles at the beginning
of summer, saying “there will be miracles, there will be miracles,” and he says:
— First there was this spiritual stage, the ninth volume, the world of heaven;
but now comes the material stage, where everything that is inside you must
also change on the outside, all around you.
Meaning that everything is now being arranged for the best; order is being
established. I must strengthen myself not only internally, but materialize
and strengthen everything externally. And once I finish this transformation
around myself, the miracles will begin. And so, I am establishing this order in
absolutely everything right now. And I will tell you this: it is not my desire, it
is not my thoughts — it is impossible to resist. Even if there is someone who
says: “Alexandr, well, okay, so I betrayed you 20 times, used you 20 times,
said bad things about you 20 times, stole something from you 20 times —