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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 2:31 pm
But that’s not what happens; it happens in the moment. Roughly speaking,
you talk to one this way, and you talk to the other that way. And such a switch
occurs. In my opinion, this is already confirmation of a certain simultaneous
state... A simultaneous state of two personalities, substances — whatever you
call it — Spirit, I don’t know, within time. It’s as if these are different spirits.
Relatively speaking, the shell is the same, but if you have one Spirit, and then
a second right there, then a third, one could assume…
Alexandr: Alright, look — this is your personal observation of me because
you’ve seen me over the years, many years, and noticed this. But I was
impressed by your version: that perhaps I shouldn’t be waiting to stop being,
figuratively speaking, the Son of God and become the Father, but that maybe
I am all of it at once. Immediately, when you stated that version, I thought...
for me, every Spirit is an entire world. It’s not just that I change; even
the world changes. It’s subtle, but it’s as if one multiverse is replaced by
another. I suggested that perhaps when I am proving something and arguing,
I become the Son of God. When, let’s say, I am super kind, with humility and
so on, and everyone’s heart turns on, and they want to confess and apologize
and be honest — that is me as, say, the Father. But then there is something
else entirely that switches on in me — this Spirit, the Holy Spirit. I feel as if
I am inside people’s heads, as if people’s thoughts just turn off. I’m talking to
them, but again, I am different, looking at everything from yet another angle.
And people simultaneously fall into that angle when I converse with them;
it’s as if I already contain all these versions of myself. Essentially, these are all
Spirits, all multiverses, all different angles. You could assume that one “me”
is where I operate with the mind, the second is where I operate with the heart,
and the third is where I operate with the Spirit.
Alright, so you... Well, clearly, having known me all your life, you’ve noticed
how I could change abruptly or be someone else — sometimes serious,
sometimes not. Naturally, back then you didn’t know all these names and
designations and didn’t fit them into this “cover,” but if we assume…
Besides the fact that I love to prove points and argue — which is mind and
intellect — what other versions of me have you seen? What manifested more?
That I am a super-kind, creative romantic “out of my mind”? That is the
heart. Everything is kind; I listen to songs, watch cartoons. Or did it manifest
you talk to one this way, and you talk to the other that way. And such a switch
occurs. In my opinion, this is already confirmation of a certain simultaneous
state... A simultaneous state of two personalities, substances — whatever you
call it — Spirit, I don’t know, within time. It’s as if these are different spirits.
Relatively speaking, the shell is the same, but if you have one Spirit, and then
a second right there, then a third, one could assume…
Alexandr: Alright, look — this is your personal observation of me because
you’ve seen me over the years, many years, and noticed this. But I was
impressed by your version: that perhaps I shouldn’t be waiting to stop being,
figuratively speaking, the Son of God and become the Father, but that maybe
I am all of it at once. Immediately, when you stated that version, I thought...
for me, every Spirit is an entire world. It’s not just that I change; even
the world changes. It’s subtle, but it’s as if one multiverse is replaced by
another. I suggested that perhaps when I am proving something and arguing,
I become the Son of God. When, let’s say, I am super kind, with humility and
so on, and everyone’s heart turns on, and they want to confess and apologize
and be honest — that is me as, say, the Father. But then there is something
else entirely that switches on in me — this Spirit, the Holy Spirit. I feel as if
I am inside people’s heads, as if people’s thoughts just turn off. I’m talking to
them, but again, I am different, looking at everything from yet another angle.
And people simultaneously fall into that angle when I converse with them;
it’s as if I already contain all these versions of myself. Essentially, these are all
Spirits, all multiverses, all different angles. You could assume that one “me”
is where I operate with the mind, the second is where I operate with the heart,
and the third is where I operate with the Spirit.
Alright, so you... Well, clearly, having known me all your life, you’ve noticed
how I could change abruptly or be someone else — sometimes serious,
sometimes not. Naturally, back then you didn’t know all these names and
designations and didn’t fit them into this “cover,” but if we assume…
Besides the fact that I love to prove points and argue — which is mind and
intellect — what other versions of me have you seen? What manifested more?
That I am a super-kind, creative romantic “out of my mind”? That is the
heart. Everything is kind; I listen to songs, watch cartoons. Or did it manifest