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[Alexandr Korol]

more that I am this Spirit — when, on the contrary, I am not angry, but
something super... unique? As if something unique entered me and I look at
everything as if I am above it all. Not in terms of arrogance, obviously, but in
the sense that I am not attached to anything. I have no anger, no resentment,
no sense of “justice,” and no illusion of love or happiness — it’s as if I am
simply “zero.” Yet, at the same time, I am so clear that this clarity can even
frighten people, though it’s not anger; it’s as if I am somehow all-powerful.
Which versions of me have you seen?
Friend: I think I’ve seen them all, I just can’t say which one predominated.
It’s as if…
Alexandr: No, no, what I mean is... well, alright, you say you’ve seen them all,
that’s already great. Maybe you only saw two versions, maybe... You just said:
“Well, yes, you are sometimes a kind romantic and listen to Russian songs.”
Friend: No, I have seen all three types.
Alexandr: Alright, you’ve seen all three types, but maybe you think there
are even more types, or perhaps you truly believe one predominates? Well,
considering we’ve all been in the underworld our whole lives, then what
predominates is... Justice. People love the whip.
Friend: I’ll make a slight assumption here, just an assumption — that while
being in a specific, as you call it, multiverse, that type probably predominates
within that multiverse. But I, as an outside observer, cannot unequivocally
say which type predominated. I can’t divide time into segments like that
to say, “then you were like this, then like that, and then like that,” or speak
to the predominance of one type. But quite certainly, I have seen you
in all three, let’s say, states.
Alexandr: And which one is rarer?
Friend: Well, perhaps the Spirit is rarer, in the sense that I simply haven’t
seen it as often. Because you have this state where you are directly precise,
with some kind of deep thoughts — it’s not a constant state; you sort
of “enter” it. And in this state, it’s as if it’s rarer, but more distinct. Relatively
speaking, you say: “do this, this, and this” — just like that. And in an instant,
you describe a situation quickly and clearly, and it’s as if at that moment
you are “connected.”