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[Alexandr Korol]

Friend: Yes, of course, of course.
Alexandr: So, that’s probably the first “bell” for you right away — that I am
precisely in the Spirit right now, so there’s no point in even putting your
two cents in.
Friend: Yes. I was just taking in the information...
Alexandr: I’ve noticed with people that if I catch myself being in the Spirit
or not — well, when I’m not in the Spirit, a person can still somehow
persuade me, talk me out of something, say their own thing, or lead me into
a dialogue where “adjustments” are possible.
Friend: Distortions.
Alexandr: Yes, distortions. I phrased it more politely, less destructively,
as “adjustments,” but in reality, they are distortions — implying, essentially,
destruction. Because it turns out the person begins to alter my algorithm.
But when I am in the Spirit, I immediately notice that for some reason,
everyone “gives way” right away. It’s like you’re driving with sirens on, and
everyone is like: “okay, okay.” When I’m in the Spirit, I’m like “Give way.”
That would make a good slogan for a t-shirt: “I’m in the Spirit, give way.”
But it really is like that. It really is. Alright. Let’s get back to the next topic.
And regarding the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit — or the old man,
the son, and the spirit. I remember you saying back then that you thought after
being the Son... well, let me add to that. Yes, one could assume that all three
personalities manifest in me. One could also assume that I am learning to be all
three, that they are still being properly refined — you told me then that this is
how you see it. It’s as if that’s why I am here, then there, then there, but they are
all still in a state of “loading” or “development.” I added to all of this back then
that perhaps I am developing all three personalities in myself simultaneously,
and they all manifest at times depending on how I live and who I interact with
— that’s true. But I also suggested that there should still be one predominant
state, like a cycle or a stage. Here I am, in my 30s, and who have I been? The
Son? Let’s assume so, because that’s the youngest. But who comes next? And
you said — the Spirit. And here is a moment: maybe it really is the Spirit. Why?
Because the Son dies in the underworld, then is resurrected — and as what
does he resurrect? As the Son again, who becomes the wise Father after this
entire journey, after entering the underworld — meaning all these multiverses?