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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 2:36 pm
Either I don’t know it, don’t see it, and don’t notice it because it happens
in a way I don’t understand — like, I make a decision now and it has already
affected me 7 years ago. Or, the second version: maybe that future simply
hasn’t arrived yet. Maybe it will be in a year or two, when I can truly be here
and there simultaneously, and remember it and see it. Maybe I just haven’t
reached it yet. And that’s exactly why that “maximum looped moment” hasn’t
occurred — the one I’m waiting for, where I become the Son, the Father, and
the Holy Spirit all at once, throughout all of time. It’s as if, in order for me to be
all of that time, I must become the “bubble” itself, you understand? And I feel
as if I’m still in someone else’s bubble. Like I’m waiting for this old bubble to
end so that mine can finally start working — not in “demo mode,” but at 100%.
What do you say to that?
Friend: But what if the past exists exactly when you think about it — like a
vivid moment that has been captured? There is an influence of who you are
today, or who you will be tomorrow, on the past. I mean, there are moments
in our lives that... well, we remember a specific vivid moment now, but we
don’t understand why it happened the way it did. Maybe that is exactly how
we are “touching” our younger selves — the version of us from a year ago or from
childhood. We might not understand it in the “here and now,” but there are these
anchors, these captured moments that happened exactly as they did. Maybe
we are the ones influencing those moments. Perhaps we saved ourselves from
something back then because we anchored that moment. Roughly speaking,
we could have turned left, but instead, we went...
Alexandr: Alright, but who did that? You’re walking along and suddenly
you decide not to get on a plane.
Friend: You did it.
Alexandr: From where?
Friend: Maybe from today, by remembering it. Or maybe from tomorrow,
when you will be able to truly influence it and give it an explanation.
Or perhaps you are influencing it right now without explaining it — just
by feeling a certain moment in your life that happened, for example,
when you were five years old.
Alexandr: I don’t understand.
Friend: It’s like an example of the things we don’t see, relatively speaking.
We aren’t giving it an explanation right now, but we can still influence it.
in a way I don’t understand — like, I make a decision now and it has already
affected me 7 years ago. Or, the second version: maybe that future simply
hasn’t arrived yet. Maybe it will be in a year or two, when I can truly be here
and there simultaneously, and remember it and see it. Maybe I just haven’t
reached it yet. And that’s exactly why that “maximum looped moment” hasn’t
occurred — the one I’m waiting for, where I become the Son, the Father, and
the Holy Spirit all at once, throughout all of time. It’s as if, in order for me to be
all of that time, I must become the “bubble” itself, you understand? And I feel
as if I’m still in someone else’s bubble. Like I’m waiting for this old bubble to
end so that mine can finally start working — not in “demo mode,” but at 100%.
What do you say to that?
Friend: But what if the past exists exactly when you think about it — like a
vivid moment that has been captured? There is an influence of who you are
today, or who you will be tomorrow, on the past. I mean, there are moments
in our lives that... well, we remember a specific vivid moment now, but we
don’t understand why it happened the way it did. Maybe that is exactly how
we are “touching” our younger selves — the version of us from a year ago or from
childhood. We might not understand it in the “here and now,” but there are these
anchors, these captured moments that happened exactly as they did. Maybe
we are the ones influencing those moments. Perhaps we saved ourselves from
something back then because we anchored that moment. Roughly speaking,
we could have turned left, but instead, we went...
Alexandr: Alright, but who did that? You’re walking along and suddenly
you decide not to get on a plane.
Friend: You did it.
Alexandr: From where?
Friend: Maybe from today, by remembering it. Or maybe from tomorrow,
when you will be able to truly influence it and give it an explanation.
Or perhaps you are influencing it right now without explaining it — just
by feeling a certain moment in your life that happened, for example,
when you were five years old.
Alexandr: I don’t understand.
Friend: It’s like an example of the things we don’t see, relatively speaking.
We aren’t giving it an explanation right now, but we can still influence it.