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[Alexandr Korol]

They probably won’t succeed since something is already not working for
them. But for me, you see, it’s as if everything is pre-written in the script.
Of course, I am involved in it; I worry often and deeply, sacrificing my
health and time, but it’s still as if everything is inevitable — as if everything
has already happened “there.” That’s what everyone hinted to me, even the
messengers — that everything is already there, and all that remains is to wait.
Yet, strangely enough, it feels as if one can intervene, as if one can ruin it,
as if one can change it — but at the same time, as if I’ve already accomplished
it all anyway. So what’s the catch?
Friend: The catch is that you are moving toward it. The catch is that you
are giving yourself advice so that you reach it, so that you get there. So that
you turn the route and build it as it needs to be. That is why you are likely
hearing yourself from the future — well, or “someone”; but it’s not someone,
it turns out to be yourself. And others... others don’t hear it.
Alexandr: Alright, but as for the others who hear it — in the end, are they
hearing me? Or are they still hearing themselves?
Friend: I don’t know. I can’t answer that; I don’t know. I can’t wrap my head
around it. Well, I definitely don’t know for sure. It seems to me it’s a bit
deeper than a straightforward answer of “you” or “them.”
Alexandr: But for me, it’s more... I used to feel the same way, as if there
were many possibilities — this way and that way — but now I’d say the scales
are tipping toward the idea that it is “me.” Why? Because I am already
“there,” where everything is inside my head, if we assume that. If I am
already there in the simulation — meaning I am already this Trinity, and
all people are my projection, like my dream, inside my head — then it
means... And if I’m no longer there as a physical being, as I am now, let’s say
somewhere in the distant future, then they are indeed hearing me. Meaning,
I am manifested within them.
Friend: In that format, it turns out, yes.
Alexandr: Alright, let’s move on. Look. I was learning about various... if we
follow my whole “Alternative History” novel, I was learning about all the
different geometric figures. And every geometric figure — that is, every
Platonic solid — was for me a kind of personification, a physical manifestation
of the Spirit as a code, which then manifests as part of the system we live in;