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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 2:39 pm
And when a person begins to behave that way and create things like that —
vulgar, ugly paintings, dressing that way, acting that way — they are immediately
loved and focused upon. But I know the principle of how it’s built, so I don’t
give in. I know that the book I am making is of a different format — let’s
call it “444.” And I know that right now, the people connected to the “444”
code are almost non-existent. But I believe that sometime in the future,
everyone will switch to this code, and only then will they “see” this book;
only then will it come into their focus.
Friend: Well, it’s just like with those objects...
Alexandr: Exactly. Right now, they can’t even read it. It’s not even that they’ll
necessarily think it’s bad. Everyone sees it differently, of course — there
are three golden apples, after all. It turns out that to some, a book from the
underworld will seem bad; to others, something else; and to some, it’s just
not in their field of focus at all. Alright, but what about time?
We were discussing time... Ah, I remember now. Figuratively speaking,
if I am 34 years old, it’s not a given that I am actually 34. Because according
to linear time, I am 34, but there are moments when I “plug in” somewhere
else, where I experience things, and a single day can feel like an entire
year to me. Yet, this doesn’t affect my appearance or my health, and it’s
almost unnoticeable to anyone else. It’s as if I’ve gained a year’s worth of
impressions and consciousness, but I still return to the same day in the
linear time of other people. If I connect to something on a Friday morning
where everything is so intense that I receive a year’s worth of information,
I still return to that same Friday. In the end, that Friday finishes, and I
haven’t been “absent” from anywhere. To people, and even to me, it might
seem like nothing happened, but in reality, these “drop-outs” occur.
Did we discuss this?
Friend: Yes, we discussed experience, time, and how old we are according
to our passports. We talked about why some people are extremely experienced,
while others at the same age, relatively speaking, can’t even cook a meal
for themselves. Experience — internal experience.
Alexandr: Right, and I remember that this year, the last time we saw each
other, you even said yourself that you noticed something about me. That when
a person is with me — I think we even noticed this on a trip — if someone stays
with me for a week or a month, it feels like a year has passed. Did you feel
that with me?
vulgar, ugly paintings, dressing that way, acting that way — they are immediately
loved and focused upon. But I know the principle of how it’s built, so I don’t
give in. I know that the book I am making is of a different format — let’s
call it “444.” And I know that right now, the people connected to the “444”
code are almost non-existent. But I believe that sometime in the future,
everyone will switch to this code, and only then will they “see” this book;
only then will it come into their focus.
Friend: Well, it’s just like with those objects...
Alexandr: Exactly. Right now, they can’t even read it. It’s not even that they’ll
necessarily think it’s bad. Everyone sees it differently, of course — there
are three golden apples, after all. It turns out that to some, a book from the
underworld will seem bad; to others, something else; and to some, it’s just
not in their field of focus at all. Alright, but what about time?
We were discussing time... Ah, I remember now. Figuratively speaking,
if I am 34 years old, it’s not a given that I am actually 34. Because according
to linear time, I am 34, but there are moments when I “plug in” somewhere
else, where I experience things, and a single day can feel like an entire
year to me. Yet, this doesn’t affect my appearance or my health, and it’s
almost unnoticeable to anyone else. It’s as if I’ve gained a year’s worth of
impressions and consciousness, but I still return to the same day in the
linear time of other people. If I connect to something on a Friday morning
where everything is so intense that I receive a year’s worth of information,
I still return to that same Friday. In the end, that Friday finishes, and I
haven’t been “absent” from anywhere. To people, and even to me, it might
seem like nothing happened, but in reality, these “drop-outs” occur.
Did we discuss this?
Friend: Yes, we discussed experience, time, and how old we are according
to our passports. We talked about why some people are extremely experienced,
while others at the same age, relatively speaking, can’t even cook a meal
for themselves. Experience — internal experience.
Alexandr: Right, and I remember that this year, the last time we saw each
other, you even said yourself that you noticed something about me. That when
a person is with me — I think we even noticed this on a trip — if someone stays
with me for a week or a month, it feels like a year has passed. Did you feel
that with me?