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who are in positive, plus-side bubbles, who talk about how beautiful the
world is. You need to listen to that, start believing it, and look for it — see it,
find it. That is important. And then, people from the minus bubbles will
transition into the plus bubbles. Do you understand? That’s how it works.
On November 5th, I recorded this: there is a world that I call “blue” —
it’s under the moon — and it’s like one side of a coin. It has both a spiritual
and a material aspect, but it is under the moon; it’s “blue,” meaning it’s
minus. And then there is the “red” world under the sun. It also has spirituality
and materiality, but it’s the other side of the coin. But the most interesting
thing is that in both worlds, there is the Spirit — and it is one and the same;
it is something genderless and formless. That is how I saw it. Perhaps I will
come to know even more. Why did I write all this down? I recently touched
upon this in my conversation with Big Alexander. A realization hit me: there
truly is that dark world where I was quite recently — let’s say, I was still there
around February or March of 2025. In that world, if there is spirituality, it
is languid, gloomy, nameless — it’s like death. Everything is otherworldly:
the music of Thom Yorke, Massive Attack, Archive, Nine Inch Nails,
black clothes. You truly feel the energy, you feel yourself, you look at the
whole world from the outside, totally within yourself. And that is spiritual.
But in that dark world where I was back in the winter... there is also a point
where that spirituality ends. You stop feeling the depth and the “observer’s
gaze” and simply sink into material daily life. This is the material world
where there are no miracles; you just do chores, go to work or school,
pay debts, go to a restaurant, take out the trash. But there, it’s as if everyone
is living in sin: everyone is thinking only about how to get into your pants
or into your pocket, and everyone is acting on instincts. Everyone holds
themselves back as best they can, but whoever fails to control themselves
commits a crime. You feel it yourself — you try to be good, but the dark force
is just waiting for you to let go of control. What’s the essence of it? Suppose
someone starts bothering me; if I’m in this material world of the underworld,
I might lose it and hit them in the face. That’s the kind of thing that can
happen in the underworld. It’s as if they push you toward sins there; you are
tempted, you tempt others, everyone provokes everyone else — it’s harsh.
world is. You need to listen to that, start believing it, and look for it — see it,
find it. That is important. And then, people from the minus bubbles will
transition into the plus bubbles. Do you understand? That’s how it works.
On November 5th, I recorded this: there is a world that I call “blue” —
it’s under the moon — and it’s like one side of a coin. It has both a spiritual
and a material aspect, but it is under the moon; it’s “blue,” meaning it’s
minus. And then there is the “red” world under the sun. It also has spirituality
and materiality, but it’s the other side of the coin. But the most interesting
thing is that in both worlds, there is the Spirit — and it is one and the same;
it is something genderless and formless. That is how I saw it. Perhaps I will
come to know even more. Why did I write all this down? I recently touched
upon this in my conversation with Big Alexander. A realization hit me: there
truly is that dark world where I was quite recently — let’s say, I was still there
around February or March of 2025. In that world, if there is spirituality, it
is languid, gloomy, nameless — it’s like death. Everything is otherworldly:
the music of Thom Yorke, Massive Attack, Archive, Nine Inch Nails,
black clothes. You truly feel the energy, you feel yourself, you look at the
whole world from the outside, totally within yourself. And that is spiritual.
But in that dark world where I was back in the winter... there is also a point
where that spirituality ends. You stop feeling the depth and the “observer’s
gaze” and simply sink into material daily life. This is the material world
where there are no miracles; you just do chores, go to work or school,
pay debts, go to a restaurant, take out the trash. But there, it’s as if everyone
is living in sin: everyone is thinking only about how to get into your pants
or into your pocket, and everyone is acting on instincts. Everyone holds
themselves back as best they can, but whoever fails to control themselves
commits a crime. You feel it yourself — you try to be good, but the dark force
is just waiting for you to let go of control. What’s the essence of it? Suppose
someone starts bothering me; if I’m in this material world of the underworld,
I might lose it and hit them in the face. That’s the kind of thing that can
happen in the underworld. It’s as if they push you toward sins there; you are
tempted, you tempt others, everyone provokes everyone else — it’s harsh.