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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 3:02 pm
And once you have come to know it all together, you become this unique
Spirit, where everything is balanced. And the Spirit is precisely those four
Gospels. But, you see, Big Alexander, when I spoke with him yesterday,
hinted that it depends on how developed a person is, on how much you are
able to see. He explains it correctly; it depends on what universe you are in,
just as it’s hinted at in all the icons and engravings. If you are in a universe
of, let’s say, only one polarity, then the Sun God is always depicted with four
horses. But if you are already both under the sun and under the moon, then
seven horses are depicted — because there are three on one side, three on the
other, and one in the center, and it’s all unfolded for you like that. And when
you have come to know yet another opposite side of the coin, it all unfolds
into a 12-month disk — 12 months. That is when these worlds are spread out
across the four cardinal directions, and these worlds exist within each of them.
Then you find out that this 12-month disk has an opposite side — another
12 — making a total of 24. And that is when those 24 Elders appear. It feels
as if everything is simply moving toward this now, and I am currently
putting it all in order. I need to correctly lay it all out once more, in the right
sequence for you, the reader, so that you can see exactly what follows what —
to organize it in your mind. This is what I am working on now; this is what
is recorded in my notes.
Spirit, where everything is balanced. And the Spirit is precisely those four
Gospels. But, you see, Big Alexander, when I spoke with him yesterday,
hinted that it depends on how developed a person is, on how much you are
able to see. He explains it correctly; it depends on what universe you are in,
just as it’s hinted at in all the icons and engravings. If you are in a universe
of, let’s say, only one polarity, then the Sun God is always depicted with four
horses. But if you are already both under the sun and under the moon, then
seven horses are depicted — because there are three on one side, three on the
other, and one in the center, and it’s all unfolded for you like that. And when
you have come to know yet another opposite side of the coin, it all unfolds
into a 12-month disk — 12 months. That is when these worlds are spread out
across the four cardinal directions, and these worlds exist within each of them.
Then you find out that this 12-month disk has an opposite side — another
12 — making a total of 24. And that is when those 24 Elders appear. It feels
as if everything is simply moving toward this now, and I am currently
putting it all in order. I need to correctly lay it all out once more, in the right
sequence for you, the reader, so that you can see exactly what follows what —
to organize it in your mind. This is what I am working on now; this is what
is recorded in my notes.