the world, and they will say to me, “Alex, please help.” They will explain and prove that it is indeed essential. That would be a disaster. They might say, “Don’t worry about it now. It will only happen in 30 years. Meanwhile, keep writing your books. Just not about us.” This may be what will happen. I don’t know. There are many versions of how this story ends. I decided to write everything while I could. That is why I began from the dark side, without sunlight. This is a dark side of alternative history, which I may not be able to talk about later. I decided to share with you because you are the closest people to me – my readers (not that many left) and a couple of friends who know the story. I told you how hard it is for me. It is hard to live in this insane story. If I tell anybody in society, people might want to hurt me, harass me, or put me in a looney house. Therefore, I can’t tell it as a real story. That is why I am a writer, and my books are just novels. Do you understand?
What masons are going to do with me – I don’t know. I don’t know anything about them and their organization. The Spirit enters for real, rules everything, and gives me a lot of knowledge and power. This is true. However, you have it, but you can’t use it for yourself and go against God. He would shut you down momentarily. So why did they educate me that much? I feel that it is for the leadership. I can rule, indeed. How will it look further? I am still determining how they will arrange it according to their scenario. That is why I have the opportunity to tell you now how it can be. This is the old Alex talking to you and sending you a farewell.
Perhaps nothing will happen at all. No one will reach out. A new book will come out soon – “Three Paradoxes of a Creative Person”. You must read it because it is a preparation for the “Alternative History”. It turns the lens heart side up and the mind side down to connect you to the Spirit. The “Alternative History. Volume 2” will come out. Everyone will read it. It will support and charge you spiritually. If it is not prohibited, it will be published. I was going to publish treatises, small articles about scientific research. I will also post another volume of “Have Not Charity.”
I don’t know what to write about further. How was it before? When I unraveled a portion of alternative history, I would receive revelations. Scientific revelations about frequencies and attention. It turns out that I will continue writing books as usual, as a regular guy, Alex. I will write notes on dynamics, algorithms of time, and so on. I will continue building my farm using the funds from