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[Alexandr Korol]

Chapter 34. Spirit and Two Worlds

It is also interesting what was highlighted to me — I have it recorded on
November 9th: “As the Spirit leaves people and watches how they fare without
it, it leaves worlds and countries in the same way and watches.” It’s as if the
system began showing me even more clearly how interestingly all of this is
connected. For instance, there are people who feel it — I have certainly felt
it, and the readers have certainly felt it. If they feel my book and they feel me,
it means they also feel nature, which means they have experienced exactly
what I have. Here is how I describe that feeling: I often feel that the Spirit
enters me, or, let’s say, the Spirit is present beside me. And then there
are times when it leaves me. When the Spirit is present in a person’s life,
it feels like inspiration. You simply know what to do and how to do it;
everything leads you, and everything is highlighted for you — that is you
being with the Spirit or in the Spirit. But then there’s the moment the Spirit
has gone. What is that? You wake up and you don’t know what to do. It’s as
if you no longer know what is good or bad, what to choose or not to choose.
No one is highlighting anything for you anymore; no one is leading you
by the hand; everything has just stopped. And in that moment, when the
Spirit leaves you like that, it watches where you will go. Because when the
Spirit leads you, you know exactly what is right and wrong, and life is easy.
But when the Spirit leaves, you are on your own, and you wonder: “Where
should I go?” Should you keep going straight where the Spirit was leading
you, or look back and turn back, or turn left, or turn right? If you go left,
right, or backward, the Spirit gets disappointed that you understood nothing,
and it puts you through the “meat grinder” — through the most brutal life
circumstances. Later, it returns to you when you need its support, shows
you again what is good and bad, and leads you. Then it leaves you again
and waits, watching: can you remember everything that is good and bad
without the Spirit? Can you continue along the same path the Spirit laid
out for you, but without its help, without being held by the hand? Do you
understand? I have often seen this situation where the Spirit is present in
someone I know — let’s say, an acquaintance. While the Spirit is there, the
person looks after themselves, behaves well, and moves toward their goals.