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[Alexandr Korol]

— Understand, I feel how the system — and the system is people, the world,
society — reacts to you. And I feel what you described. I get this feeling, this
urge to humiliate you, mock you, or suppress you somehow. But I know these
feelings aren’t mine, so I don’t act on them. Plus, I know with my mind, I
remember and understand that behaving like that is wrong and indecent.
But I truly see and remember now that this isn’t the first time I’ve
communicated with you and felt such a desire to treat you that way, —
I became so interested in how this is all structured.
— Alexandr, what should I do? Why does everyone have this reaction,
even you? What for? I am a super kind, super modest person; I don’t even
know where to hide from people so they won’t treat me like this.
— Listen, let’s figure it out. I’ll tell you what I feel toward you and why.
It’s a feeling that you are... ‘annoying.’ Truly, you are an annoying person,
the kind one really wants to provoke. My hands itch, my tongue itches
to say something nasty to you. I believe it’s because there’s something
inside you — the code of your soul is off. It’s as if you lack male hormones,
or something. Or as if you don’t radiate ‘predator,’ but rather ‘victim.’ You
give off the vibe of a victim, a loser. You have this energy — maybe because
of certain things. Perhaps you need to go to the gym, or change your clothes,
or turn on different music.

Back then, I advised him to go to the gym, wear clothes of different colors and
styles, get a different haircut, and listen to a “masculine” playlist — something
masculine and brutal. And imagine, his problem was solved right then.

And here, I had an even greater shock, an epiphany, as I recall all of this.
Because for over a month now, parallel to everything else, the system has been
highlighting “zebra” to me from all sides — specifically the zebra pattern,
zebra-print items, and so on. Even though it is fashionable right now in
2025, and you see home goods and clothing with zebra patterns everywhere,
that’s not the point. I hadn’t seen it anywhere because I hadn’t been leaving
the house. Yet, “zebra” kept being highlighted to me, stealing my attention.
That, and the patterns of tigers or leopards. Since I have a rule that when
the system highlights something, I must act on it, I decided: if zebra,