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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 3:18 pm
Imagine that! So, what do I do? I take off my white shorts. I take off my
kind, white T-shirt with the little pig on it — though I’m wearing it today,
it’s my special shirt with a pig and a clover for happiness and luck from the
“world of heaven.” I take it all off. I take off my clover pendant and my little
“wishbone” pendant — the golden chicken bone shaped like a “V,” also for luck.
I take it all off and put on all black. I put on my King Tut ring, Tutankhamun,
and my ring with the black sapphire. And I think: “Well, now we’ll see who’s
who.” You see, I balanced myself. Naturally, I spent all of yesterday reflecting
on what is happening, what the system wants from me, what the exam
is, and whether I passed it. But since I am making such bold statements
today, on the 14th, saying that I found the cause and the solution, it means
I am already on the home stretch.
And here I remember and realize: fine, I was getting to know one God, one
system, one extreme — where, for instance, everyone is dark, where the
Spirit of Justice, Baphomet, resides, and where you really “peck” at everyone
if they make even the slightest mistake. It’s fair, it’s according to the law, but
you are extremely focused on justice. Consequently, you spend your health
and your nerves on it; you can’t even stop yourself because God is acting
through you in that way. That is one world, one polarity where I spent a long
time — it’s all under the moon. But then, since April 10th, 2025, I entered
the “red” world, the world of the sun, the world under the sun, where there
is the world of heaven and the world of earth. And in this world of heaven,
I completely melted; I became all kind and “fluffy,” because of the kind
movies, the kind music, and all the light-colored clothes. You become
completely bright, and even the jewelry — the pendants — are all so kind,
with ladybugs and four-leaf clovers. And now that I’ve immersed myself so
deeply in all of this, the system, you see, began hinting to me that I’ve gone
so far into the extreme of this softness and kindness that I started to trigger
a sense of disgust in the system and in people. I became “annoying” to them;
they just want to suppress me and sit on my head. But it was I who created
such a code inside that triggered this reaction in them. The system is hinting
that I must find the golden mean — to be in the center. To be completely harsh
all the time in terms of justice is an extreme. But to be super soft and forgive
absolutely everything, even when you are treated unfairly, is also an extreme.
kind, white T-shirt with the little pig on it — though I’m wearing it today,
it’s my special shirt with a pig and a clover for happiness and luck from the
“world of heaven.” I take it all off. I take off my clover pendant and my little
“wishbone” pendant — the golden chicken bone shaped like a “V,” also for luck.
I take it all off and put on all black. I put on my King Tut ring, Tutankhamun,
and my ring with the black sapphire. And I think: “Well, now we’ll see who’s
who.” You see, I balanced myself. Naturally, I spent all of yesterday reflecting
on what is happening, what the system wants from me, what the exam
is, and whether I passed it. But since I am making such bold statements
today, on the 14th, saying that I found the cause and the solution, it means
I am already on the home stretch.
And here I remember and realize: fine, I was getting to know one God, one
system, one extreme — where, for instance, everyone is dark, where the
Spirit of Justice, Baphomet, resides, and where you really “peck” at everyone
if they make even the slightest mistake. It’s fair, it’s according to the law, but
you are extremely focused on justice. Consequently, you spend your health
and your nerves on it; you can’t even stop yourself because God is acting
through you in that way. That is one world, one polarity where I spent a long
time — it’s all under the moon. But then, since April 10th, 2025, I entered
the “red” world, the world of the sun, the world under the sun, where there
is the world of heaven and the world of earth. And in this world of heaven,
I completely melted; I became all kind and “fluffy,” because of the kind
movies, the kind music, and all the light-colored clothes. You become
completely bright, and even the jewelry — the pendants — are all so kind,
with ladybugs and four-leaf clovers. And now that I’ve immersed myself so
deeply in all of this, the system, you see, began hinting to me that I’ve gone
so far into the extreme of this softness and kindness that I started to trigger
a sense of disgust in the system and in people. I became “annoying” to them;
they just want to suppress me and sit on my head. But it was I who created
such a code inside that triggered this reaction in them. The system is hinting
that I must find the golden mean — to be in the center. To be completely harsh
all the time in terms of justice is an extreme. But to be super soft and forgive
absolutely everything, even when you are treated unfairly, is also an extreme.