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Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2026 6:16 pm
That is a dark world; it is bad. It is the disappointment that a person
constantly nurtures within themselves, only to wonder later why they are
always disappointed and why their life is unhappy. You can find a flaw in
everything right now. For instance, I have a Christmas tree standing here,
and I could plunge myself into negativity by thinking I could have bought
a more expensive tree, a higher-quality one, or one half a meter taller.
The ornaments on it could have been different. I could have been
decorating it, if I had love, with a close person to the music of Frank Sinatra.
And that’s it — basically, you can fall into a depression just from those
thoughts. Yet many people do this for some reason every day; they think
so negatively. These two forces — positive and negative — exist and have
always existed. And there will always be people — strangers, loved ones,
people online... and the online world has become stronger now; society
is manifested even more in the online world than offline. In all these
expanses, spaces, and places, there will always be individuals who want
to show you what you have through a negative prism. You might say you
have a favorite T-shirt that you bought in Japan, and you traveled there
specifically for it. And there will inevitably be — excuse my language —
someone who will talk trash about it. Someone who will take a look and say:
“Look, I can order this T-shirt 30% cheaper right now on this website, on
this marketplace — look, there are tons of them. And you told me it was
rare. Ha-ha-ha. And you, fool, went to Japan for it. Ha-ha-ha.” There will
always be someone who will destroy your illusion of happiness and distort
everything like that. They will even show you that your T-shirt is a fake,
bad, cheap, and common, and that only fools wear it. Do you understand?
You mention you have a favorite book, and they will immediately give you
ten facts why you shouldn’t read it. More often than not, they show you
the opposite, negative side — they impose it. Because there must be this
resistance. They impose it not because you are dark, but precisely because
you are bright. And dark people often encounter bright people, like me, who
are constantly saying... Like in the movie Before I Fall — about the students.
How the boy kept writing notes to the girl: “You’re not like that, you’re not like
that.” But she had fallen in with a bad crowd of girls who were narcissistic,
arrogant, and who hurt everyone. And the boy is so kind, hinting to her:
constantly nurtures within themselves, only to wonder later why they are
always disappointed and why their life is unhappy. You can find a flaw in
everything right now. For instance, I have a Christmas tree standing here,
and I could plunge myself into negativity by thinking I could have bought
a more expensive tree, a higher-quality one, or one half a meter taller.
The ornaments on it could have been different. I could have been
decorating it, if I had love, with a close person to the music of Frank Sinatra.
And that’s it — basically, you can fall into a depression just from those
thoughts. Yet many people do this for some reason every day; they think
so negatively. These two forces — positive and negative — exist and have
always existed. And there will always be people — strangers, loved ones,
people online... and the online world has become stronger now; society
is manifested even more in the online world than offline. In all these
expanses, spaces, and places, there will always be individuals who want
to show you what you have through a negative prism. You might say you
have a favorite T-shirt that you bought in Japan, and you traveled there
specifically for it. And there will inevitably be — excuse my language —
someone who will talk trash about it. Someone who will take a look and say:
“Look, I can order this T-shirt 30% cheaper right now on this website, on
this marketplace — look, there are tons of them. And you told me it was
rare. Ha-ha-ha. And you, fool, went to Japan for it. Ha-ha-ha.” There will
always be someone who will destroy your illusion of happiness and distort
everything like that. They will even show you that your T-shirt is a fake,
bad, cheap, and common, and that only fools wear it. Do you understand?
You mention you have a favorite book, and they will immediately give you
ten facts why you shouldn’t read it. More often than not, they show you
the opposite, negative side — they impose it. Because there must be this
resistance. They impose it not because you are dark, but precisely because
you are bright. And dark people often encounter bright people, like me, who
are constantly saying... Like in the movie Before I Fall — about the students.
How the boy kept writing notes to the girl: “You’re not like that, you’re not like
that.” But she had fallen in with a bad crowd of girls who were narcissistic,
arrogant, and who hurt everyone. And the boy is so kind, hinting to her: