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[Alexandr Korol]

I see that the person is — they describe it to me themselves — highly irritated,
very tired, anxious about something, worried, yet they don’t even know
what it is.

And imagine, I thought that after April 10, 2025 — plus, all of this is reflected
in the world in a stretched-out way over time, with a delay — I assumed
that by September or October, everyone would finally emerge from the
underworld. But here I am looking at a person who remained there. The
question is — why? I don’t know. That was my first occurrence, or rather, my
first observation. I recorded that. What else did I record that was interesting?
Well, I endlessly replayed in my head every day the feeling that I am at a great
height, as if I have been reborn, as if my life is a clean slate — while someone
else, it seems, has not been reborn. I simply noticed this. Someone reborn,
someone not. But I saw how I had been reborn and how my life is a clean slate;
it’s as if everything has turned 360 degrees, everything is from scratch,
and I am like a blank white sheet of paper. And then, from all sides, you
know, regarding how everything always repeats — eventually, sooner or
later, we descend from heaven to earth again, from earth we fall into the
underworld, from the underworld into the kingdom of the dead, and then
back again. But how everything will occur everywhere, and how the next
world will be modeled for our soul — that depends on how we are living right
now. It’s as if the system is showing me that I am so white, so clean, so new,
that it is vital to approach everything I do with great responsibility: what I do,
whom I speak to, whom I let into my life, what I tell and what I keep secret,
what good or bad things I allow myself to do. Even small moments where you
might stumble — it is better not to do it. And I am beginning to treat myself
and the people in my life so carefully, so that there are no more cracks,
blots, scars, or stains.
This is what I’ve been occupied with, and what I am reflecting on to this
very day.

I see quite clearly that I have many, many notes regarding the need
to accept everyone exactly as they are — that one shouldn’t avoid the dark, or
emphasize that something is dark; one should accept everything as life itself.