Alexandr Korol

— There is also an icon where three identical Sons of God are depicted — three
people, three characters, but in different garments: one in blue, another
in red, and the third in white. If I have known the red world and the blue
world, should I now become white, as an option? Metaphorically speaking,
I have known everything under the Sun, I have known everything under
the Moon, and now I must become the third — nothing. So, when I am
being tossed from side to side right now — falling into the underworld, then
leaving it — where exactly am I going? I was just in the underworld and I left
it; where did I land? What should we call this? I went from the negative to
the positive. Is this the second world? Or is it already the third world — that
golden mean? Perhaps from the underworld, I first fall into something
‘light,’ but that is also an extreme. And only when I balance that, something
third will be formed and revealed to me. Or...?
— No, — he said, — you are falling straight from the underworld into this third
thing — into Nirvana.

That is what he told me. He said that I am either in Nirvana — that
ultimate result, the third world — or I am descending into the underworld
to compare something again and draw the correct conclusions.