Alexandr Korol

I said to Big Alexander:

— Alright, let’s assume that since I’m now in the Sun world, I see all these solar
people — the kind, bright ones. I immediately start remembering various
female friends, and if I choose one now and build a family, a relationship...
but then I ‘glitch’ and decide to choose the Third World — that solitude, the
‘corridor,’ the Zero — I’ll break her heart. And if we have a child, it would be
a total catastrophe. I shouldn’t let it come to that. So maybe I shouldn’t start a
family at all? Maybe I don’t need this Sun world, and I should just go straight
to the Third World?
— Wait, don’t rush, — he replied, — you haven’t even broken the habit of the
Moon world yet. Besides, you still need to try the Sun world in order to make
a real choice. So, build relationships. Just don’t hurry, but do it, because this
is the world of family.
— Okay, fine.
— And later you will understand. Maybe you won’t choose the Third World at all;
maybe you’ll choose the first one. Maybe you’ll return to the Moon, or maybe
you’ll stay in the Sun. The point is, God is waiting for this choice, and only you
must make it. That is why He is showing all of this to you.

And then, most interestingly, Big Alexander added a hint. He said:

— Alex, do you realize that you’ve been switching between these worlds
your entire life?

All the time! I realized, and I was in shock. Looking back, it’s true — I have
been bouncing between these worlds my entire life: from one to another,
back and forth. I even began to reflect on my past relationships, and
that’s exactly how it was. Sometimes I was in one world with certain
relationships; other times I was in the world under the Sun; and other times,
I was completely alone. When you are entirely alone, not even among people,
feeling like an alien — that’s when you are in the “Corridor.” That is the Third
World. My whole life has been this cycle: here, then there, then there again.
And Big Alexander says I must make a choice. But his guidance shifted: